Life is changing so quickly.
'Will there be loss?' is automatic. 'Does it matter?' comes second.
So much opportunity. 
Reaching out...making one touch.

It's interesting to remember.
How much we've all changed.
How tired we feel.
How happy we are.
How unhappy we are.
How did it come to this.
Where did we go wrong.
Where did we make the right choice.
Time.
TIME.
time.
The clock is ticking.
Go left.
Go right.
Don't get left behind.
You're ahead.
You're behind.
You're in the middle.
You can't make up your fucking mind.
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i had completely forgotten about this lj!

it's comical how much has changed.

it's funny the people i miss...to the core. it hurts.

these entries, mine and yours, fill me up with memories i wish i hadnt forgotten...even the bad ones.

i used to think i wouldnt get lost. that i had it together because i was focused.

i lost myself.

You and i are
Like oil and water
And we've been trying
Trying
Trying
To mix it up
We've been
Dancing
On a volcano
We've been crying
Crying
Crying
Over blackened souls
Babe, this wouldn't be the first time
It will not be the last time
There is no parasol that could shelter this weather
I've been
Smiling
With anchors on my shoulders
I've been dying
Dying
Dying
To let ( Read more... )

I saw this Twilight icon that says:
I can spell love in 2 words.
Edward Cullen.

Well you know what....

IIII can spell love in 2 words.
Timothy Hernandez.

He's the best ever and i'm glad i have him! :D ^_^
♥ ♥ ♥

I have the most incredible boyfriend on the planet. How did i get so lucky?
:D
:D

I'm happy.
Very.
Very.
Happy.
:]

So yesterday was cute. :]
50% of the cuteness was Vincent. Who called me day before yesterday to ask me if i would be his "date" until 8 when he picked Christopher up from work. He then proceeded to buy me food and chocolate. haha
We were at the mall picking up Chris' present and we started talking about love and blah blah blah... Vince has only ( Read more... )

But i cant stop listening to this god damn song!
I fucking love Tool.

Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
but I would not want
You any other way.

Cause,
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I said,
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to ( Read more... )

Myyy goodness...have i got a story to tell...

It started out like any other weekend...tim showed up on saturday afternoon and we spent the day joking around, watching movies and being...well...inappropriate. haha
He left sunday afternoon for a super bowl party and said he'd call later if he wasnt too drunk to dial the phone.
I was honestly not ( Read more... )