Do you ever feel like u are just running in circles? thats kind of how i feel! there is one part of my circle that is wonderful....then the other 3/4 is me struggling! me tryin to please people that my best will never be good enough! it is so frustrating! sometimes i want to just run and not stop till im so far away that no one will know me and i ( Read more... )

"Best I'll Ever Be"

I miss you
I miss being overwhelmed by you
And I need rescue
I think I'm fading away
But I keep thinking that you'll wake me up with a whisper in my ear
I keep hoping that you'll sneak in my room

So I wait and I wait
And I run old scenes through my tired head
Of the days we laid by the school and said forever
Was that the best I'll ever ( Read more... )

Well my life has been well....... DIFFICULT here recently! Things havent been goin the way i planned or wanted them to to say the least! i feel like im at that stage in life where u can say... everything HAS to get better from here bc there is not much thatcan get worse! so for everyone who cares i will tell you my very exciting week/weekend! ( Read more... )

1) Your gender: FEMALE
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: STRAIGHT
(3) Single?: SAD BUT TRUE
(4) Want to be?: NOT REALLY BUT W.E
(5) Your birth day: APRIL 5
(6) Age you act: DEPENDS
(7) Age you wish you were: 18
(8) Your height: 5`9
(9) The color of your eyes: BROWN~FULL OF SHIT
(10) Happy with it?: YEAH
(11) The color of your hair: BROWN
(12) Happy with it?: SURE
(13) ( Read more... )

Aries ( Read more... )

maybe one day i will be strong again~ it seems like there is not light at the end of the tunnel right now! they say everything happens for a reason....so right now im searchin for that reason. i have to just live life one second at a time... sometimes are better than others! im tryin to be strong and i do good when im with people! i did good while ( Read more... )

Look At What I've Done

I SAW IT IN HER EYES
WHEN I WAS SAYIN' GOODBYE
THAT GIRL, SHE AIN'T GONNA BE ALRIGHT
'CAUSE I COULD TELL
SHE'D BE GOIN' THROUGH A LIVIN' HELL
AND I WOULDN'T BE THERE BY HER SIDE

AND LORD I FELT SO BAD AS I SAT AND WATCHED
HER CRY
THINKIN' I WAS MOVIN' ON AND SHE WAS BARELY
GETTIN' BY

LOOK AT WHAT I'VE DONE TO HER
LOOK AT HOW I MADE ( Read more... )

Who Needs The Whiskey 
She caught me on the back porch once again
In the middle of a fight we both knew I couldn't win
Then she came up from behind and took my glass
And she said, hold me instead and soon the urge will pass
And then she whispered, I'm forever by your side
And together we can beat this thing one step at a time
And then she kissed ( Read more... )

Baby close that suitcase you've been packin'
Just sit down and talk to me a while
I know you tried to tell me what was lackin'
But I guess I must have missed it by a mile
Well this time girl I swear to you I'll listen
Help me understand where I went wrong
It's hard to find myself in this position
Prayin' I'll go crazy once your gone

Chorus:
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