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Once Yearly Post.
How do I get myself here? Why is this a pattern? Why do I let myself make excuses, and just let them ruin me. What do I really want out of life ( Read more... ) -
Am I needy? or Want-y?
I'm feeling much better actually. Crazy family things, but I think the people concentration is just at a high level right now, amplifying things ( Read more... ) -
I'm coming up with all sorts of good shit lately.
I can't believe I still have a fucking livejournal account. I always seem to come back to it when I hate my life the most. Comfort perhaps? I always come back to it when I need to feel like I'm being listened to ( Read more... ) -
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I want more team players. I want family closer. I want allies, or at least ones with less fur. I still want to go home, I just wish I could bring the school with me.
Wants don't get you anywhere when your heart is confused. Wants don't get you anywhere unless they help better define your goals.
now... my goals... -
le sigh.
I don't want to get out of bed anymore. I'm not happy here, about my location, relationship, anything. Well... I have my doggins. I'm completely unmotivated right now, to give a care about anything. My hands are tied. I'd be depressed if I went home, and I'm depressed here. I can't leave Isaac, it's not the right thing to do. I'm glad I didn't give ( Read more... ) -
Whoa, Change.
Things have changed so much over the years ( Read more... )
