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Im a doctor and when you upset
the cure is...
either Hard A takes the pain away
or eat ice....
dats what i be doin yo

I FUCKIN WISH I WAS W/ CJ

Todays so fuckin hard. Forreal. Crying sucks so bad
I miss him so much, i would be with him right now
and im not....god i miss him so fuckin much
Went to Robbi's after work and just broke down.
Couldnt stop crying. Hes scared Im not goin to
be okay tonight. Went to Christinas and she
cheered me up. I love her. Krystie I love you
thanks talking to me. It ( Read more... )

Im a lil out of it...oh ya
cryin talkin to my good good friend

things are gettin to hard
i can usually handle alot
on my plate but its gettin
way to full...idk what to
do. the ppl closet to me
are worried about me
im never home. makein
HELLA stupid choices
but do it for the rush.
i need to get away
i need to take a LONG
vaction. just forget
about life...
if it was only that easy.

IMMA FREAKING DIE

Alots been going on. Its hard. Just found out what really happend with CJ
It really frustrates me. I'm mad and sad and its all comin back.
I dont know how I m going to handle Christmas...
That was our holiday together.
Its still really hard to believe that hes actually not here.

Anyways, last night went to Christinas. Went and got Ben & Jerrys.
then ( Read more... )

Everyone should be happy now
Got what they all wanted...
Even though it hurts so bad...

I dont understand why you cant be friends with me but you can w/ her....
I dont want to lose this friendship at all...
I want to be close even if it means not talk about him
I dont want that to come between us.
I really do care....

I just want everything to be okay again....with everyone....