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Todays so fuckin hard. Forreal. Crying sucks so bad
I miss him so much, i would be with him right now
and im not....god i miss him so fuckin much
Went to Robbi's after work and just broke down.
Couldnt stop crying. Hes scared Im not goin to
be okay tonight. Went to Christinas and she
cheered me up. I love her. Krystie I love you
thanks talking to me. It really means alot to me.
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Got a filthy neckless from Grandma and Granny. Its
silver and has CJ's pic on the front and R.I.P CJ
on the back. I fuckin love it. Also got a 5th and
a hang carved Giraffe!!!! Also got kissables the
candy and a stuffed animal and flowers and a ring.