October 16th 2008

James and I have really gotten into renting TV Series from the library and copying them and watching them as we can. We really don't miss having TV very much if it wasn't for a few series. I would really love to keep up with Prison Break, Grey's Anatomy and a few others but we get them eventually. Right now we are checking out 24 ( Read more... )

October 15, 2008

11:53 pm

Oh how it seems like each week slams past at the speed of light. We just paid rent for October, it seems a day or so ago and now we need to cover the late fee, electric, and car insurance and then start in on Novembers bills. We also need to get some Kerosene this month. Its always the bills that seem to creep up on you ( Read more... )

October 15, 2008

11:52pm

Books are my way to sanity. I live my life in the worlds I read. I got very lucky this week and

i received book 3 of the twighlight series from the library so then my wonderful husband gave me the gift of the final book in hard back. So here is my book list for this week.

Eclipse by Stephanie Meyer- This is book 3 of the ( Read more... )

Tuesday October 7, 2008

9:39 pm

We have had a pretty good day all in all. James and I both took today off of work, We were up cleaning late last night and We all over slept this morning to Kenneth played hookey and James and I called into work. Its been a long time since we spent a whole day together as a family. James is helping Kenneth study some ( Read more... )

Since we currently do not have a computer, I am writing and dating posts while at home and then coming to the lab once a week and posting them at their correct written times. So they may not come up on your friends page at the top but i did post about 6 entries today.
Enjoy, would love to hear from you.

Well scene one worked. James reacted better than I could have even guessed. He acted all young, dumb and horney for me. Something I haven’t seen in a while. So I am setting a scene again today just to see if it works. Maybe I just haven’t been putting enough energy into James and I’s marriage and maybe this little bit of extra work will help. So I ( Read more... )

How many times in our lives do we set up a scene for the one’s that we love? I am feeling a bit badly for letting out all my demons the other night and then throwing them in James’ face the next day. So since he had to head into work tonight and I didn’t I have done my best to set myself up as best I can for him when he gets home. I ( Read more... )

October 3 2008 2:22 am

And your probably getting ready for closing up

God how late nights and early mornings suck. I am just about to jump in the shower with James and I have to be to work at 9am. At least we had a babysitter for Kenneth tonight so that helps. James and I have been talking a lot about my doubts and what I want and such. Its rough. ( Read more... )

October 2, 2008 6:31 pm

So who do you blame for who you’ve become? How do you look back at the things that where done to you or about you and find a reason for who you are? What do you do when it seems that no matter how hard you fight, you are never going to have that happy ending that all little girls dream of? We are fed fairytales ( Read more... )

October 2, 2008 12:44 pm

Drop the Filter and see what comes out?

To this day I have never found anything as pleasing and comforting as a warm bath. If I could live in water I wouldn’t worry about my aches and pains. They say that some people are lead by certain things in their signs and such to be more drawn to certain things, earth, ( Read more... )