its going to be frozen and cold soon.

I still pulsate and blink dimly in my always overcast night sky, and I'm happy and I'm sad, more of the same of always, but somehow more .. justified in my breaths, more alive than chemical as of today, but they still stretch time infinitely segregated into dreams of digital, and real-meaning realities. But I'm in love and i enjoy the company of ( Read more... )

life... nothing changes, all is chemical , moods emotions highs and suicides... i'm still flying, higher than anybody i've flown with....
am i the lone addict vaporizing my glass too thin, or just core.
core.
i miss alot of people that i really want to see. peltz/nik/sweetz/BASTARD/jack/dan/darryl/ stars on earth smoke crystal. peace/

south oz / hardwood floors / sev adjacency / $$$ / Love

beats and waves will take me to my grave... blink. i love things as much as they are just more clouds to drift by my long afternoon, one cloud, one day floating away. peace.

love those that love(d). karma cash chem.

this is what i wrote my mom for mothers day ( Read more... )

so hi. (so high), my lungs hurt real bad these days and it makes me want to choke and stop so why do i keep chasing the dream of this glass world ( Read more... )

Blink and it changes just like that. Don't really know when I'll have the net full time again, asap of course, but I'm out. Farewell small death and sketch I'm trying my best now and it meant something so i'm sure it still does. Movin to st.james 4thfloor balcony river view apartment with my girl and my lil tweaker junior "tweakoNico". lol w/e. All ( Read more... )

torn by fragments, don't really care lost a lot more than anybody knows including myself, its all in the way now iceicle landslide to wipe me away,
vapor clouds flying into black holes. goodbye.