Hi Everyone! Not much has happened lately... well, actually, some stuff has... but nothing really too super. I'm in an awful mood. I'm probably the most jealous person that I know... it sucks something terrible. Seriously though. I hate it. It seems like I'm always just gloomy and no fun to be around or talk to... The stupidest things make me very ( Read more... )

Encore had a rehearsal at Ben's tonight... The rehearsal went great but I left being upset. I can't help it. Heath gave me a big hug and said it was good to see me, that felt good. I miss him too! I miss everyone!! I really don't feel that missed though, sorry if I'm being a baby, or overdramatic, etc. But this is just horrible... I hate that I can ( Read more... )

I really miss encore. This sucks sooo bad. Hopefully I'll be able to record on the CD still and sing a few songs with them. I feel like I'm not missed, I'm not trying to be the victim... I guess it's just because I miss the group so much and I hate not being there. ::sigh:: I'm going to Ben's tonight to work on a song with the group... It'll be ( Read more... )

It started out being one of the best nights ever. It was way fun!! Then, I started feeling really alone and really helpless. Looking into the mirror might have been one of the worst mistakes ever. I hated what I saw and then found myself on the ground thinking that I was in heaven, it was weird and pretty scary. I couldnt sleep later on... my mind ( Read more... )

I'm snacking on fries with ranch... of course! Im way flippin bored too. Zach has gone to Shin's to play poker at 7, and the games last forever. Hopefully Heather will call me and we can go to the mall or something. sigh... I'm in a weird mood. The kind of mood where nothing seems right... you know what I mean? It's not very fun...Oh well... Maybe ( Read more... )

I hate it when I cry... I hate that it's sometimes hard for me to express my feelings. I'm just dumb I guess. Why is it that I always manage to somehow ruin the best things in my life? Anyone know the answer? I'd love to hear it. I don't even know why I'm so upset over this... friends... thats all they are... just friends. But I have to go and blow ( Read more... )

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Megan got a cute penguin pet thing... so i got a tiger!! Rawwrrr!!! Lol!


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I'm at Zach's house right now... We're sort of babysitting his nephew. They're watching the spongebob movie right now...it's not the best movie ever...haha. Actually, Zach is taking a nap now ( Read more... )

Some really sad stuff is happening to some of my friends. They're giving themselves to guys that are gross and dont give a crap about them at all... its so sad.. Girls.. stand up for yourself... have some self respect...seriously.. those yucky guys arent worth it.. my cousin linz sent this to me ( Read more... )