El Capitan

[chelsearose06]

It started out being one of the best nights ever. It was way fun!! Then, I started feeling really alone and really helpless. Looking into the mirror might have been one of the worst mistakes ever. I hated what I saw and then found myself on the ground thinking that I was in heaven, it was weird and pretty scary. I couldnt sleep later on... my mind kept flashing back and forth, kind of like in mystery movies or murder like movies where its flashing back and forth between the past and present... you know what I mean? Thanks to everyone though, all of you that were there... I know I don't know you as well as you all know each other, but, I love you guys and hopefully I'll get to know you like that in time.

I'm really sorry. I'm gonna try to feel better and smile, I can't explain what I tried to earlier, forgive me? I love you very much and I dont wanna make things irratating. Sorry I kinda freaked you out and frustrated you...

I feel like crap right now. I have a way bad headache, im tired but cant sleep, etc. Give me a call! Love you much!!