i love him. i love him so muchl he makes me soooo happy. im soo glad hes mine.

things are looking up little by little. things with my dad are clearing up and stuff.

lets see how the cookie crumblessss

in a good mooooddd but dont wanna be in schooolllll gheyyyyyyyy.

me and alex are greeaattttt he takes a chem test in half an hourrrrr

omgggg why do i add a thousand extra letterssssssss

kbye

im still so depressed it makes me even more depressed.

Ive just realized today that I am the most inconsistant person ive ever come into contact with. Maybe theres something wrong with me. I feel like Im spread out everywhere. I just never know how to feel, i over analyze everything I do. Im my worst critic. I feel pathetic most of the time. It goes away for the most part when im with alex, he makes me ( Read more... )

Last night i couldnt sleep...so i made use of my time. I started perfecting the tattoos Ive wanted to get for about 2-3 years now. Its down to 5. and I dont really like the idea of small tattoos everywhere, but i dont want sleeves either, so I need to work on the placement ( Read more... )

how is it someone can literally know you better than you know yourself?

i love him.

i love music, even in the shittiest of moods the right some makes you ok. id like to study how that works... like with your brain chemicals and all, i know that some sounds are liked to memories but i wasnt really thinking of anything while dancing, just that i was normal....

cool beans =]

From all the drugs the one i like more is music ( Read more... )

im so happy with him. i really am. im happier than ive been.

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how can one part of my life be more amazing than i thought possible, and the other half fall apart and crumble to nothing; worse than nothing, just pain, hate, and anger. i guess its the balance that keeps me in check that i can never be truly happy. my life seems to reaffirm my worst fear more often than not. i have that gleaming glimpse of what ( Read more... )