I am back in LA now. I miss Justin already. I will try not to be too emo, but I have major attachment issues. I think I've called him a million times since I left. I bet everytime his phone rings, he cringes haha. Whenever we talk and there's a moment of silence, it's not the awkward silence, it's the kind where I can tell he's sitting there ( Read more... )

Surprisingly, I couldn't sleep at all last night. Normally this would've been completely annoying, but I had crawled in with Justin. He, however, did pass right out. I really didn't mind though. I laid there next to him with his arm wrapped around me and just listened to him breathe. I started thinking about how lucky I am, I've been doing that a ( Read more... )

Hi my boyfriend's hotter than yours. :-*

Yeah so the Latin VMAs were last night. I ran into Avril, she is cuter than ever. Of course I saw Evan too. He kept grabbing himself, I'm not too sure why but it was frightening. I am not hating though k. After I performed, I left because I wanted to be with Justin instead. He took me to the beach and it was nice to be alone for once, like really ( Read more... )

So TRL. Carson seems to think we are best friends. Um ok no, sorry not happening. Anyway when he asked me what I had been doing in NYC, I wanted to say, "Oh you know, just using my tongue to occupy my boyfriend's mouth", but instead I talked about my posse AGAIN. If anyone missed it, it was just me singing barefoot with really cute hair and trying ( Read more... )

Carlos Santana called me THE FUTURE. That's quite the compliment, so I couldn't resist bragging a little bit. I thought the most flattering thing ever said about me was when I was referred to as the next Madonna, but no, this wins. Soon I will be taking over the world. Do you think if I take 10 bodyguards with me to TRL on Monday, everyone will ( Read more... )

I was on the View yesterday and Carson wasn't there after all unless he came to hit on me and security kicked him out before he could do so. Maybe I did have a little to drink the other night.. a little too much. And maybe I did again last night. :( I did Letterman. No, not like that you perverts. I always get nervous performing with Santana. I ( Read more... )

So hi. Since Justin has stalking skills like no other, he is here. And I just have to say that I really love everything about him too, like how he brushes my hair out of my face before kissing me. Well of course he does that because he doesn't want a mouth full of hair, but you know what I mean. Just the way his hand feels on my face makes me all ( Read more... )

You know when you're 16 and a boy breaks your heart, you think it's the end of the world. And you wish over and over that the next girl he's with has something really contagious on her lips. I haven't had too many of those experiences even if it may seem like it. I just think girls tend to be a bit more dramatic while boys have the whole "Huh, What ( Read more... )

Last night, I think I changed my clothes 10 times before I finally decided on what to wear. I am too girly sometimes, but I was nervous. There is my excuse. That feeling went away when I saw Justin and hugged him, and then he kissed me on the cheek which turned me into something like a 12 year old girl gushing over Justin Timberlake's afro. I ( Read more... )