I'm quitting the cancer stix for good on December 16th...Granny's birthday. I finally feel like I'm actually ready to do it...well, as ready as I'll ever be. It's part of my mom's Christmas gift. I don't think she'll actually believe that I'm quitting for real, but I am. Nicorette has shown me that quitting doesn't have to be such an awful ( Read more... )

...But I'm looking back at some of my old entries that are now private because of how psychotic Mike was and they're all "I think this is going somewhere good" "I think I finally found someone who's not dysfunctional"...HA! He was the most dysfunctional of all of them ( Read more... )

I should've gone to the library last night, but I couldn't help just lying in bed listening to the thunderstorm. Sad, that's one of my favorite things.

note to self:

don't wait till the night before anything is due in Criticism. That guy is a crazy mofo.

Well, haven't been on Livejournal in MONTHS, so here I am. Not much has changed since psycho and I broke up. Moved to North Tonawanda, which is different than what I'm used to. Living alone is strange. Still not sure how I feel about it. It sucks not being able to use the internet except at school and not having tv. I've been renting My Name ( Read more... )

The Requiem for a Dream dvd that has been missing for at least the past 2 years has come back to me. Turns out Deuss had it all along. And I didn't even say anything to him about it (which is weird, because I thought I had asked all my friends at some point if they had it) and he was like, "hey, I think I have your Requiem for a Dream dvd ( Read more... )

I need an apartment. Bad.