If I don't care, then why am I so painfully jealous?!

So no matter how much I wish, it still won't change the outcome of two summers ago.

I've told you a thousand times inside my mind.

I miss you.

I'm not sure which would be more hurtful - if it was or wasn't true?

It was so nice to be able to be honest with myself by telling my best friend.

I guess I shouldn't be surprised.
But I'm still pissed.
I feel pretty sick about it.
Maybe I'm just immature.

 Falling in love is the fun part.

Realizing what an idiot you were after the fact is just frustrating.

I need to stop living my life like perfect guy is going to come along any day.

 Everything about my life is so temporary right now.

How can some people be so naive that they still see the world in crisp black and white ( Read more... )

It's true that you can't choose your guilty pleasures.

That being said, I can't believe that I like watching 'The Girls Next Door', lol...