I can't get this jar open ( Read more... )

I've been feeling quite crappy lately with no reason for it. recently my anxiety has dramaticly sky rocketed all i want to do is sleep. 
I know i have to get up and go to school then work so i do.
I  have to stay up to do my homework today. 
i gotta suck it up and get things straight  
i know i will it's just i have to do it now nut there is not ( Read more... )

Do you have a cigarette?
Do you have a light?
The first puff is the best
inhaling is taking a deep breath of relaxation 
and every single one after that just makes it better
i can chain smoke a pack sometimes.
The party scene makes it easier
a drink in one hand a cigarette in the other
If you have a bad day at work or just a stressful day 
you get out of ( Read more... )

it was never like this __before ( Read more... )

misery loves company
theres things more important
i cant even begin to understand why
and i dont want to all i want to do and be is happy 
and be with him my rick 
my rick 

I hope this year is busy for me. I want to do so much so many books i want to finish reading and writing about ( Read more... )

What makes me veronica ( Read more... )

Being alone does not neccessarily mean the lack of people around me or the lack of love from a relationship. it just means no real connection with other people no real talking no real interaction. It's all a facade to get to that personal  "plan" whatever that may be it could be to get weekends off from a job though you shouldn't but you want it so ( Read more... )

I defined 2008 as the fuck it year of my life. The year i learned to say fuck it. I learned money is just money  and that for me it does not matter as much as i thought it did. This coming year is gonna be a more focused year for me focused on my self my future my life. i realize that  2008 was also a focus year for me but one year was just not ( Read more... )

What makes me veronica
Is it my personality
per-son-al-i-ty
/ˌpɜr
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