God I'm a fucking moron. A god damn fucking idiot of a moron. But looking back on my journal, I don't know if I should feel so bad for what I did. Because, hell, I was disrespected and mistreated too. Fuck fuck fuck. That word means so much.

ive packed my bags, for the most part. just about everyone has left the dorms as of now, i havent seen a soul in southwest hall. im waiting for ryan to pick me up, then we're going out to eat at fiesta cancun. he says all their plates are huge, so im scared i wont be able to finish my food and he'll think he wasted his money ( Read more... )

I leave to go back to Virginny Saturday afternoon.

What am I going to do without Ryan for nearly 2 weeks?

I have my last final tomorrow. I'm sort of upset because I thought it was today, and I *ran* to the classroom, which was pitch black and empty. I was so fucking scared, and then I ran into a guy that's in the same lecture as I am and he told me it was TOMORROW at 10 AM. So there. I hope I get an ok grade on it ( Read more... )

( Old pics of me and my adorable boy... )

sweet merciful FUCK it is cold. it's 18 degrees, but when i got up it was 4. it actually isnt that bad though, with my winter coat.

something really weird i learned at work today: apparantly avril lavigne has fans. still ( Read more... )

So can anyone please explain to me why guys don't call girls? Especially if they make it sort of clear that they might be interested ( Read more... )

Jeez, I haven't written in here in forever. I've been so busy with school and work, it's unbelievable. I don't even know if I know how to type correctly on the keyboard... aaaaack ( Read more... )

My computer screen works again (long story, and boring at that ( Read more... )