we do sin, but we don't just sin. we ARE sinful. but we weren't created to be this way. listen, the religions of the world all describe man trying to reach god to save themselves, some don't even acknowledge sin and wrongdoing. only Christianity (emphasis on the CHRIST part of Christianity) is about how God came to us to save us, that is is God's work not our own that saves us. Believe in the Messiah. people talk of repentance. and repentance is a turning (specifically away from sin). but people so often don't say or won't say what that means. The Christ said, 'anyone who sins is a slave of sin'. So I am a sinner, I've sinned, i'm a slave to sin, i'm in a prison and i can't get out myself. someone tells me to repent but I turn to... what? the other side of my prison cell? no, true repentance is turning to Him. Turning to Christ, turning to God. We should be dying to sin, and coming alive to God. Christ died for our sins to make this possible. God raised the Christ from the dead for our justification in the sight of God.
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CheaFairy, i'm sorry things aren't going so well for you right now! i often really wonder how people can be so cruel...but just stay strong...winter will be over soon and i'm sure things will seem better! once your bones are warm and light and now longer filled with ice! spring is coming lovez!
maybe i could see you when i'm in town?! i'll be in raleigh next wednesday-sunday! :)
thank you layla, you're right, the warm weather will be here before i know it (even though it snowed yesterday, what the fucking fuck....!!!) i know my bones my mind my life will be full of lightness and taste so sweet & tarty & alive... please let's hang out when you come! i have the weekends off work now :)
Again, i know how you feel. Sometimes when im driving i fantasize about driving off a bridge or merge into in coming traffic. or simply playing bumper cars and ramming into everyone. I want to be addicted to drugs that I shouldn't be on. I want to overdose, or drink myself stupid. I really would like to get my own place, then lock myself away for months at a time, without ever leaving. Sometimes the outside world is too much to handle. I lose control.
gosh, i seriously try to do that sometimes, i just want to stay inside forever, because i'm literally terrified to walk out of the door in the morning, i just want the world to wash away behind the walls so i don't have to deal with it, somedays i just can't be in it anymore. ahhh.
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maybe i could see you when i'm in town?! i'll be in raleigh next wednesday-sunday! :)
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please let's hang out when you come! i have the weekends off work now :)
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