i skipped class to do school work. instead i read six month of livejournal entries. i never get to talk to anyone that posts on here. i feel bad for missing out on people's lives for months at a time. i'm a crappy friend. and this probably makes me crappier if you read this and didn't know. i'm getting married on july 19th. yeah, that's true.

if anyone cares i will be in cleveland for about a week and a half begining on december 13th. if you happen to be there too, you should call me.

thanksgiving break was pretty good. it really reminded me just how much i hate cleveland. here's the short version of what happened: i talked to a lot of people that i haven't seen in at least a year, had a really good time eating ice cream and walking downtown, lost a jacket, and because my dad's dad is dying all of his side of the family came to ( Read more... )

wow. i'm pretty sure the show was fun. sorry for being so trashed. it was not on purpose, i bought nothing. sorry dude for putting my hand on your girlfriend's leg. i didn't mean to. i hate everyone that gave me beer, so pretty much all of you.

i've been neglecting my bike, so when i got back from the softball game and decided to air up my bike tires in case i wanted to go biking at some point during the week. then i wd40ed the chain because it's pretty rusty. once i got done i decided that i should ride my bike around the block and try to knock some of the rust off of the chain. once ( Read more... )

it's two thirty, and all i've managed to do today is get out of bed. i can't go on like this much longer. i seriously have to make a change, and soon. how is it that i can hate ninty percent of what i'm doing but can't stop doing any of it? i think i'm done drinking. that's not to say i won't have a beer or two here and there, but i really can't ( Read more... )

if someone steals my identity online, i think it's only fair that they take it all. kind of like invasion of the body snatchers, but when someone takes me over, i get to take somebody else over. that wouldn't be too bad. everyone could just be trading bodies and problems untill everything worked itself out. maybe it would be more like quantum leap ( Read more... )

shit. i have no clue what happened last night. that shit is going to stop. i sliced my finger open, got in some fights, had several conversations that i know nothing about, and i don't remember playing more than three love zombie songs. holy hell ( Read more... )

hmmmm. life is crazy. that's one of my biggest arguments against it. why do i only do things to make it crazier? i have drank more alcohol in six weeks than i have in my entire life. damn. why stop tonight? i'll be drunk for love zombie. sorry guys.

tonight has taken a seemingly easy decision and somehow made it extremely complicated. i wish i knew what was going on inside my head. i realize that somethings need to be hard, but this shouldn't be this hard. for real. this is the exact reason i made myself promise not care about anybody anymore.