I am soo tired! I had like 3 hours of sleep. I go to New York on Tuesday, im nervous! I got highlights yesterday and i like 'em a lot. My parents gave me an IPOD as an early birthday present!! :) it's awesome. YOu know what was random, today i wrote my own lil sermon. I like it, it needs more work tho', but there's a lot of indepth with it. ( Read more... )

Ew my mom treats me like if im retarted, she talks to me as if i dont know what im doing. III, but watever just typical family things. ANywho, I need to go find a job cuz my parents think im worthless. WHere to work?? maybe dennys? Yummm Thanksgiving, I love sweet potato cassorole. The football game Firday night was a lot of fun! lol even tho Rene ( Read more... )

Things are going good. I got an email from Aaron(the guy fromt the beach). I can't wait for Christmas. I want to go caroling doesnt that sound like fun?! Today's amy s.'s birthday! Lol, i got a milkshake at Whataburger, and i dropped it right when i got it :( ahah. I love Papa John's pizza! its so good, i want some right now. Well im gonna get amys ( Read more... )

what to do next? I want to dissapear right now. Seasons are changing and so is everything else with it. I dont want to go to school, i dont want to stay home. Everything's just built up right now and i want to let it out but cant. Why does he have to be gay..... This morning I ran to Jill's house. But i cant do that every morning. Where do i run to

It was wonderfully cold today. Rene's in colorguard, I'm so glad he's my friend. Today wasn't a very good day. I got in a little car crash. I just hit this ladies car door, but no dents, or even scratches just 1 LOOSE screw inside the door. Ewww, she wrote my license plate number down ( Read more... )

Nothing to really talk about. At random times i got really sad today. I have my reasons. I wish i could just get in my car and drive away. far away from this place. Drive and just watch the wild flowers pass by and have my windows down breathing in fresh air. Hmm...
Eww my mom keeps yacking away, i have to go.

hey there,
im so lucky to have great friends. Where would i be without them. WEll today is friday finally!! tomorrow is area!! Well im gonna eat waffles right now. yummm.

I feel like a huge failure. i dont even know where to begin. Everything i worked for turned out like crap. I should be ashamed of my performance that i did last night. My whole world i live for; my performance level was low. Now i have a scar of a memory in my head, wishing i did better. I needed to talk to someone so bad today, but there probably ( Read more... )

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