I give up! I'm hopeless. I've lost her forever. Things are happening with me and I dont have her to talk to about it.I'll always love her!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not sure whats gonna happen or what I'm gonna do.....:( This may be the end of this, I dont know.........Here's a few possible last words on here ( Read more... )

I worked 10am till 11pm today. We had an ice cream freezer freeze up ,lol i know it sounds weird, so the ice cream started melting so we had to work on it. I get to get up and work 10:30am to around 7:30pm tomorrow, so no church for me. Not that it bothers me anymore really. Yea I know that sounds bad but....... anyways I'm miserable.No one even ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to understand why Anakin turned to the dark side. He could see what the future held for his wife,Padme,and would do anything in his power to change her future. I, too have a feeling I know what the future holds for my "Padme". It tears me apart inside to think of her future. She means the world to me. But unlike Anakin,  I have no ( Read more... )

Watched a Korn DvD and then a Simple Plan Dvd and fixed my Cd's and then got on the phone.
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Why did I do it? I knew it would only make me more angry and sad, but of course I did it anyway. I've gotta find something to release all this anger I have inside

Ok let me update you on whats been going on in my world. I worked wednesday came home got a shower and me and Tim headed to Tuscaloosa. After we got to Tuscaloosa we went to Corey appartment. Corey had to do some reading for school so me and Tim started watching Episode 4. Corey's girlfriend,Amanda, got there alil later and we went to eat at Chili' ( Read more... )

I worked 6:30-3 today.I came home,took a nap and got on the internet ( Read more... )

I dont feel very good so I'm gonna make this entry short.I had to work 11-9:30. I'm tired and I have a headache.I gotta work 6:30-3 tomorrow.

Its been a week since I talked to her last.I guess she has changed her mind:( Tears can be so deceiving:( Just add another turd to this pile of crap that I call life! I give up.......really whats the point

Just got done watching Star Wars 2: Attack of The Clones with Chance. Only 3 more days till Star Wars 3 comes out!:) Tim and I are going to Tuscaloosa Wednesday night to watch it with Corey ( Read more... )

".........you say that you're sorry
and you say now that it hurts you the same
is there something here to believe
or is it just another part of the game..........."

Behind Those Eyes--3 Doors Down

I'm going to bed I gotta be at work at 6:30.

I worked 8-5 and i have to go back at 7:30 to start training to be a manager.I'll prolly get off about 9 something.As far as anything else in my life goes, I dont have a clue ( Read more... )