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Symptoms
The last couple days the symptoms of covid have been a little worse, not unbearable though.
Speaking of bears in my dream last night Chris and I went to Katahdin and there were polar bears there that kept trying to tear into the car to maul us.
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I miss my mom
It's Christmas time and i miss my mom and my own family. I know Chris' family and kids are my family too now, but i have no one anymore that i have history with. That will come in time i know, but chris will never prolly meet my gmom because by the time we might ever get to jersey she might be dead, my sister doesnt ever talk to me, i have no idea ( Read more... ) -
Kebo
Today I got a message from Paul saying to call him asap so I did and it took him a few seconds to be able to say anything.....Kebo died .......
He said that he had taken a seizure earlier, like 4 hours before, paul took him for a ride and kebo died on the ride.......:(
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Gripes but does nothing
Chris frikkin complains all the time how he gets no time with the girls and how I never talk to him about important things but he is always so concerned about uo and other stupid stuff everything important gets pushed to the side. He spent almost all day.... One of the 2 days he has the girls either filling out paperwork ( which was important) or ( Read more... ) -
Mel Gibson Movies
Six years ago about this time I was watching What Women Want while I was waiting for James to be born, today I saw Lethal Weapon 4 ...well part of it again. I miss my little boys! I love you so much boys!! -
SotA start
Shroud of the avatar alpha came out today, of course my internet has been messed up since Sunday so once it patched the second time I couldn't even log in for more than 3 seconds. The net seriously needs to get fixed cause I have homework and want to rp in uo.
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Together
Our hearts together
Beating as one
A feeling warm
Bright as the sun
Will it be love
Will it be true
If indeed it is
It will be with you
Fly with my heart
High up in the sky
Past all the stormclouds
That have passed us by
Let it be true
If you say I love you
With our hearts together
To each other bound forever.
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Poem lonesome dove
A lonesome dove
Never put above
Not anything
Nor anyone
Anything I give
Whether I live
For them
With them
Why is it true
I'll hear I love you
Then be alone
Aside I am thrown
What's wrong with me
Why can't I be treasured
Loved forever
With them together
With this close
Only heaven knows
If I'll be loved
Or only the lonesome dove
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I wish she'd make up her mind
It drives me crazy, I don't know how I should react with Chris. I know I won't be his romance choice and I'm usually ok with it. It's usually when I get no responses at all, or I'd I feel like I'm not even in his rp when I am there. I don't want to be the center of attention, I just want to be a part of it. I want to feel special to him. I accepted ( Read more... )
