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Need some advice
I have Bipolar Disorder and it's putting a strain on my relationship with my boyfriend..not enough for us to break up but I just feel awful for the way I act..the way I am. During my last few manic episodes I've hurt myself...mainly hitting myself and objects. My wrist really hurts right now from slamming it into the AC multiple times. I'm more ( Read more... ) -
I'm alive :)
Wow. Well what can I say...it's been forever. I'm totally alive and everything. I've met a great guy and we've been together for a year and he makes me so happy.
I'm going to ease my way back into slash hehe.
I'm going to edit my first chapter of that Frank/Brendon story and then continue on from there. -
Blood and tears are happiness - Chapter One
Title: Blood and tears are happiness
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: R
Pairing: Frank/Brendon (plus Ryan/Jon, Frank/Jon & Brendon/Jon later on)
POV: 3rd
Summary: Frank's a hitman and Brendon is his next target. Both boys are very damaged. What happens when they meet? Can Frank complete his job and kill Brendon? Or will Brendon open up Frank's sealed heart ( Read more... ) -
The Archer's Bows Are Broken [Prologue/?]
Title: The Archer's Bows Are Broken [Prologue/?]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Ryan's
Summary: Don't even waste your time with this. This isn't a summary.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, this is fiction. Title belongs to Brand New.
Author Notes: This is what you get from an atheist that tries to believe in God and who has ( Read more... ) -
This has no title because I don't really care [drabble]
Title: This has no title because I don't really care [drabble]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Anyone you want -- I had Ryan/Brendon and Gerard/Frank in mind though
POV: 3rd
Summary: His heart almost stops beating at the sight of what he’s done to his lover…and to himself.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, this is fiction. The title is lyrics ( Read more... ) -
Stuck In My Head Again [2/?]
Title: Stuck In My Head Again [2/?]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan..Jon?? I haven't really decided yet..
POV: 3rd
Summary: He inhales a shaky breath as he looks at his new school. He wonders how long he will be here. He hopes that he'll finish out the year and that he'll go to a decent college. But he is hoping after all, and he doesn't ( Read more... ) -
Rain and Acid Rain [20~~Alternate Ending/20]
Title: Rain and Acid Rain [20~~Alternate Ending/20]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG-13 or maybe PG
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon
POV: Ryan's
Summary: "Then don't leave me. Stay with me, here. Just, please, don't leave me alone."
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything, this is fiction. I got the idea from the movie Girl Interrupted. It really is nothing like the movie, not ( Read more... ) -
I'm taken, I am yours [standalone]
Title: I'm taken, I am yours [standalone]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon and Jon/Spencer
Summary: Cheating and being oblivious to the way one feels.
Disclaimer: I don’t own anything, this is fiction. The title is lyrics from the
song 'Are you Ten Years Ago' by Tegan and Sara.
Author Notes: If you read this at my lj last month then I ( Read more... ) -
Stuck In My Head Again [1/?]
Title: Stuck In My Head Again [1/?]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan..Jon?? Will be known by the 2nd or 3rd chapter.
POV: 3rd
Summary: Brendon lowers his head, the truth staring right at him. The honest reasoning for getting to sleep and then the nearly hidden reason for not being in bed. "Yeah, I know, dad. I just--well, I just had to ( Read more... ) -
Stuck In My Head Again [Prologue/?]
Title: Stuck In My Head Again [Prologue/?]
Author: chaosxcalamity
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Brendon/most likely Ryan but I haven't ruled out Jon
POV: 3rd
Summary: He doesn't know when he became so fucked up. He assumes that it was a slow progression, slowly crawling in and embedding in his mind.
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, this is fiction. The title is ( Read more... )