and now hes gonna stay! hes fuckin with my emotions!

John called me a lil while ago and told me he has decided to go to GA. i was stunned, cuz i had thought he was gonna stay, he said he was! so i had let my guard down. see what happens...i was just tellin janet that itd be better if i prepared myself for him to leave and if he didnt then i would just be happy, but of curse not. i thought the ( Read more... )

john called me at while i was at roger williams and told me that he may be moving to georgia, so he can get away from springfield and the crime and what not. i was really shocked. i mean its good that he wants to get away and what not but at the same time... hes leaving me. i kno i said before that i wanted him to break up with me but now im not so ( Read more... )

this weekend was mmm wierd. like i went there to see john mainly...but seen him once, the night i got in. he was mad that i cudnt go with him to his friends cuz he came madd late, and we were goin by foot. i almost went in a bar with him but instead we just ended up goin to the park for our "usual" is that bad that we have a certain spot ( Read more... )

ok, so last night i was in the worst mood, as i so posted and just like i said i needed to talk to someone and then john called. and honestly, i liked him so much more last night...like he went up in ranking. we talked for so long and i showed him more of myself. i honestly got off the phone happy, and i thought it was the greatest thing just ( Read more... )

hmm i dont know when everything really happened so ill just guess...if i was with u feel free to add ( Read more... )

so we were gonna chill with kyle but then fuckin john called and fucked my entire high up. he said some shit i dont wanna repeat and in the meanwhile keith is being such a cool kid, ugh! and now i have to deal with all this...and my horoscope is this
Horoscope for Leo ( Read more... )

so today was very different. i went to six flags with my cousin tanya her daughter and my other cousin shannon. it was different to go with younger people. but it was fun from the beggining ( Read more... )

went to work

saw mad people at big y...kristie peckham, jamie mcarthy, and julie(sheree's friend) and i talked to them it was weird to see people back to back. john actually called me, suprisingly. i was sorta excited cuz i wasnt really expecting i guess that means my first extinct was right, hes a good guy

these entries are what i wrote when i wasnt able to get online, so they are the real shit. yall know im lazy. i dont feel like checking and editing so this is the uncut version so u have been warned ( Read more... )