Ever since my relationship with Arline ended, what seems like ages ago, I have guarded my heart like a fortress. Girls would come and go that I know I had feelings for, but I was scared to get hurt so I just remained friends, still am friends with most of those girls, still wondering about what could of been with some of them also ( Read more... )

I've come to realize that I usually have three topics about blogs...1. Job 2. Girls 3. School.....I don't know if those are in order or not, but thats usually what I write about. So why break the trend ( Read more... )

I was just bored, and didnt even realize i still had this journal thing on my computer. Anyways thought I would drop a line since I still have trouble sleeping at night ( Read more... )

One thing I have noticed is that I have a sleeping problem, and that MTV and VH1 plays the same videos over and over again until the point where I want to shoot myself. All I am trying to do is look for some new songs that I like that I can download so I can burn a new cd. Is that too much to ask for? I think not. I mean some people want a billion ( Read more... )

Still Alive everybody, anyone miss me? I bet. That was sarcasm by the way. Anywho I been busy, finally got some of my stuff moved up to Atlanta, but I have yet to find a job up here, which frickin sucks. I actually just sent my resume to WTXL in Tallahasse, which means I could be on my way back to Thomasville. I also talked to my sister about how I ( Read more... )

Well I have applied for a couple of film festivals and got a call from the New York International film festival. They told me it would be 300 dollars just to get it viewed for acceptance and if it got accepted then it would get played. I want to do it, but I may see if any smaller cheaper festvals accept it and see how it does in them before I pay ( Read more... )

Wow. I'm actually going to graduate. My professor called me this morning and told me I passed my exit exam so I am good to go. Also got my movie "Amen" done and it turned out incredibly well. I will be selling dvd's of it on ebay if anyone wants to buy it, I'm dead serious too. Also if you want to watch it then get with me. I will have a copy ( Read more... )

Wow. In two weeks I will have a college degree. Most of my life I thought this moment would never come, and if it did come I thought I would be well prepared to handle it. WRONG!!! I have never been so scared in my life. Its like my whole life has at least had one constant in it, school, now it won't be there. All my memories, all my friends, ( Read more... )

To those of you who read my journal religously everyday with disappointment to find I only seem to write in it about once a month, this is for you, not really, but I hope u felt special for that one moment in time ( Read more... )