I am going to Maine in a couple of hours and I will return a week from Saturday. And I am WAY upset Milan was sent home on. His dress looked like a tree and I love trees.

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Pretty much the most ridiculous day of my life. I started crying at 5pm and couldn't stop. Literally, I couldn't stop. And the kicker is,....closed at Starbucks! I was totally in the back room most of the night crying my fucking eyes out. About what? Pretty much everything that has happened in the last oh, seven months or so that I have tried ( Read more... )

You know what Livejournal? Life is really fucking around with me right now and I just don't like it. For the last oh, four days, something really really REALLY intense has happened everyday and I just don't want to deal with any more of it! I just don't! Leave me the fuck alone, you evil, caniving Fates! I have had enough. Just leave me alone ( Read more... )

Damn ambiguity.
Damn silly hopes.
Damn waiting.
Damn the idea in the first place.
But above all else, Damn being right. Usually, it is a good thing, but right now, I say Damn to it. I thought maybe I might have been wrong on this one, but I was right.

Damn.

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April 23, 2006 ( Read more... )

I fucking hate April. (the month)

So here is what is generally happening in my life right now. I am packing up my car and driving to Portland on September 15. I am permanently moving to Portland. My time, in the mean time, is basically spent working whatever job I can so that I have $3,000 at least when I move. So far, I have about $1,000. I am very excited about moving, and ( Read more... )

Today I raided what was left of Robinson's May in Fashion Valley, and walked out with 16 items for $44. The most expensive item was a knee length sweater for $5.70. I didn't try anything on, and most of what I bought are braclets which instead of $25 some odd dollars each, I bought for $.35 each. I am pretty sure I should have been arrested for ( Read more... )

Dude San Fran was fuckin awesome, but not nearly as awesome as Emo! the Musical which I saw twice. Joey is brilliant. So damn hilarious, all who didn't see it are being very much deprived. So in summary, I had an awesome time with everyone, and I have a poop load of stuff to do tomorrow, so if you will excuse me....

San Francisco...here I come!.....again! I am sooo very excited, especially since we are stopping to see my DarDar on the way there there....(I had to). I still have everything to do before I go, and class today, so that getting laundry and packing done before tomorrow morning will be an adventure in and of its self. I opened for the last time ( Read more... )