"i'm pretty much a gamble at almost everything"

Today I organized my paper supply and got ready to start my dream project.

Yesterday I watched hours of Lost and was up all night due to my unshakable anxiety.

And tomorrow I will be better... At everything.

I AM A TOTAL FUCK UP

AND A REMARKABLE MESS.

but goddamn if i don't love with every fucking ounce of tissue in this body.

Have I really not written anything of substance in six months? Geez! Epic fail ( Read more... )

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8/08

Your damage lies in the corners of
jewelry boxes and
dust covered envelopes-
pregnant
with paper scraps
and past disappointments.

I rest comfortably
knowing
I knew it all
then.

i wish i could focus right now.

there's just so much going on, inside my head and out.

ughhhhhhhhh take me away!

Discerning reality has never been one of my strong suits ( Read more... )

i am very cold at the moment. in case you were wondering.

otherwise, life has been appropriately hilarious, frustrating, delightful, grotesque, and comfortably inescapable.

time is moving far too fast lately, sometimes i struggle with keeping up. since i've last actually updated, there have been a few notable events. i went back to vista and ( Read more... )

it's my birthday and i just want to love everyone and everything. i feel special, also ridiculous, and i just want to smile as big as i can for the rest of my silly life. ughhh tara. you're pretty hilarious. SLASH SILLY AS HELL.