Valentines day..rip my heart out with a spoon.............

i never should have told you how much i wanted you...this is gonna hurt really bad i jsut know it

i didn't get into New Paltz, but i never wanted to go there. i only applyed because of my dad. i am really worried about getting into purchase tho. so what i think im going to do is see about getting back into castleton and then waiting and seeing. that way if i dont get in i can go back to school in vt. my mom said they'll pay for some of it again ( Read more... )

50 useless facts ( Read more... )

so im taking two classes at dutchess this semester and im working full time at home depot in danbury......i dont have to do register tho. im working in electrical. im gonna be making 10:50 so that'll be nice. i miss a lot of people back at school and im kind of going crazy here but i have to deal with it for now. still have to straighten out billy ( Read more... )

Why is it that men let you go and jsut about the time you think your ok and over them...they reel you right back in and your hurt and at the beginning all over again.

why does this always hurt so much? if the mind is so smart how come it doesn't see heartbreak comming. like when you see something is completely wrong and is going to break you in two afterwards but you still let yourself do it anyway.even though this is over and i know im jsut gonna let it happen again the next time with the next person i fall for ( Read more... )

Happy New Year! 2006 is going to kick ass......

im redoing my room and mostly its been a blast, but i cant get this damn border to come off. i think im going to have to get more dif.im putting in a wood floor and painting the walls a cream color. then were getting burgandy accents and an area rug. its gonna look nice. my dads taking me to get new furniture and he jsut bought me a brad new bed ( Read more... )

1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with ( Read more... )