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i didn't get into New Paltz, but i never wanted to go there. i only applyed because of my dad. i am really worried about getting into purchase tho. so what i think im going to do is see about getting back into castleton and then waiting and seeing. that way if i dont get in i can go back to school in vt. my mom said they'll pay for some of it again. i kind of rememeber now why it was i left here. i love my family to death and i'd do anything for them but i dont want to live with them anymore. i liked being on my own. things have calmed down here with billy a little. come fall of next year billy will be off to school too. so my parents may sell the house and move upstate. thats what they've been talking about. gonna jsut have to see.