WTF????!!!! I can't fucking stand this anymore. I'm so damn busy, and I need to take time away from my research to study for the goddamn motherfucking GRE. Great. Another fucking obstacle to overcome. haven't I had enough yet? Or is this "see how much shit we can throw at Tasha until she decides to be a prostitute instead of doing something useful ( Read more... )

So I am at that point that I've been afraid of for many years. My new friends are leaving me, and things are changing yet again. (To self) Remember freshmman year when you felt so abandoned... but you didn't know that soon you would find not just friends, but also a family? And here is that feeling again. But I'm so proud of you guys. So many ( Read more... )

For any Yuai (or Jess2, or Steph N.)who does not check the list regularly ( Read more... )

I'm getting braces before I come back to school! I went to the dentist today, and next week they are taking casts of my teeth. Oh, and x-rays. But they might need to take two of my teeth out first. That's creepy.

Dearly beloved: We are gathered here to mourn the loss of sanity due to an overabundance of family time.

I'm ready to go back to school now. I'm sorry I ever wanted to leave in the first place. I wanted to visit home so much. But I forgot how much I dislike it here. And now I'm dying of boredom.

Why does working suck so damn much?

Time moves too quickly for me to ever really understand what's going on. Mom says I'm acting strangely lately. Cuz I forget that I do things. Like accidentally topple dad's meds into the trash can. Oblivious? I'd never thought so before. Accidents happen, as they say. So why scold me for something unintentional. Guess what? I'm getting braces. So I ( Read more... )

Miss my friends so much. Miss roger too too much. Got silly little job at subway making sandwiches. Very easy, but what to do with my monies when no friends around. My best friend Lauren from highschool has a crush on my college friend, Dustin. They work at same camp together. I love coincidence. But Lauren is far away now at camp. And Megan, my ( Read more... )

Never felt this lonely or unhappy in my entire life. I feel abandoned. Now that most everyone is immune, no one cares anymore. Where is he? Not here. Definately not here. Betrayal hurts. But in the end, people forget it. I do not. Sorry.

I thought I knew who you were. You came in, unannounced (as you are prone to do), and tangked webs in the air until I believed you. You said you didn't know... where you were going... who I was... what you wanted. But how can you be so oblivious? Why are you so avoidant. I don't understand, explain to me before I try. Imaginary nighttime. Silver ( Read more... )