NEW JOURNAL

so i decided this one was old and got a new one.

alrightfornow

oh, i know that the music's fine like sparkling wine. go and have your fun. laugh and sing. but while we're apart don't give your heart to anyone. but don't forget who's taking you home and in whose arms you're gonna be. so darlin, save the last dance for me.

i've come to realize i made a huge mistake which has pretty much ruined my life. this is why i don't like making decisions. i always make the wrong ones. from now on, i'm following my heart. not my head ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing someone who is the most important to me and that's making me cry. but whatever. people go in and out of my life and i guess i'm used to it by now so why do i still get so attached to them? maybe this is just another phase and it will all be okay soon. or even not soon but later ( Read more... )

so things couldn't be more confusing. i don't know what the hell to do. so i guess i just won't do anything and let everyone else do everything and see where that leaves me. time can be your best friend or your worst enemy. i sure hope it's on my side ( Read more... )

if you live in or near nashville. you really need to be at this show:

thurday september 23rd
at the end

COLSON reunion
covington
with blood comes beauty
as cities burn

shit i have so much reading i have to do for my health and fitness class in two hours but i don't have time because i have to eat lunch and go to another class in those two hours. oh well. yesterday while in philosophy class, i received a call telling me i was supposed to be at work. too bad i gave her my school schedule and she should have known. ( Read more... )

i woke up today just in time to go to work at 5. sule came and visited me which made me happyhappyhappy. it's kind of refreshing for people to go out of their way to see me because most people don't bother/care to hang out with me when it's not out of their way ( Read more... )

update on my life:

i live in a dorm with lauren. it's pretty cool. the room is a lot better than mine last year ( Read more... )

everything is okay, really. tonight me heather and mikey went shopping at target for stuff for my dorm. we're the most dysfunctional family ever. later that night after not feeling good i decided to go see BIG D AND THE KIDS TABLE. god, i hate ska shows. but damn good band right there. it was a fun show in that i don't feel comfortable here and ( Read more... )