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[cecilialisbon_]

leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. say anything. tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. tell me abut your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to

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[anonymous]

I had a crush on my old English teacher. Not just because she reminded me of Teryl, but because she was cute, too.

Seriously, that is the biggest secret I have. And it's not much of a secret.

[anonymous]

I cry everytime my boyfriend leave
I cry when my parents leave
I cry when my friends leave
I think deep down there I am really afraid of being alone
I get the feeling I will never see them again...

[anonymous]

i feel as if i have been killed and murdered, a thousand times over.
i wish that i could be important enough to be assasinated.
though i am not
i am unimportant in anyone and everyone's eyes.
i am afraid and alone.
i am lost and hurt.
i am who i am, though nobody will accept me as i am.
so i put on a mask and hide behind it. they see no light in my eyes, no teeth in my smile, no warmth in my words.
i live bury myself into this eating disorder, and live on it like one would with oxygen. it is my only friend, the one that would always be there for me, the one that would never abandon me. we cling to each other in the dark corner and shrink away into the shadows.
only those who've felt this pain would understand.

xoxo

[cecilialisbon_]

it is my only friend, the one that would always be there for me, the one that would never abandon me. we cling to each other in the dark corner and shrink away into the shadows.

I hate that I feel like that too. My ED is the one thing I can count on, that I can call my own and be safe with. And I hate it. But I love it.

*hugs*

[lustforcontrol]

i hate it but i love it...
so true
*hugs*

[lustforcontrol]

busted, might a well say the above was written by me. but i must say. this is one of the most cleverest things you would have ever put up. it is wonderful. when i read entries on my friends pages i feel a sense of familiarity and sadness that i do not with anyone else. partially because they know what i'm going through, partially because i feel the pain they do as well.
better stop ranting.
xoxo

[bipolarme]

i am wanting to know more information about this disorder. i was diagnosed with this, but would like a better understanding. I basically don't eat near enough. a lot of food disgusts me. i am thing and people are always telling me to gain weight. i used to go days eating very little, trying not to eat and then get very hungry so i would eat maybe 2-3 regular portion meals for a day and then do the same thing all over again. never any purging although often accused of it. please give me some insight. if this place suits me, i would like to join the community.

[cecilialisbon_]

This is actually my personal journal rather than a community....but if you're interested in finding out more about eating disorders then I suggest you go to ed_ucate - a community specifically designed to spread education about eating disorders :)