Well, weekend was awesome, friday night went out to the Fleece for a few drinks, had a dance, chatted up a really cute guy. Really cannot remember his name but it's because it's a really strange one!! It kinda went a bit tits up ha ha hes not a drinker so I don't think it was his cup of tea having this pissed girl talking to him-he told me I might ( Read more... )

Well I've more or less just sat down for probably the first time today. I went into town with Sharon to get a few things that i needed. It was nice to get out, get a bit of fresh air and hang out and have smoothies and cake ( Read more... )

Well, this evening I spent over at Raven and Sarah's with Tom. I love going over theirs because I really enjoy their company. We ate lots and played on their Wii :) I loved the lightsabers playing SW!!! Makes me miss my SWG days ( Read more... )

Well tonight has been a strange one indeed let me tell you!! So I get a friend request from a Michelle Everitt, shes the one that Paul cheated on me with all those years ago...talk about opening up old wounds and all that!! But..you know what?? Oddly, none of it bothers me! Sure, I was angry at her cheek for sending me a request but I'm doing the ( Read more... )

Well, today hasn't been too bad, I was fairly positive until this evening, I'm so stupid ( Read more... )

I feel rubbish :( Just got up and I have a stiff neck and back, all shivery and full of cold :( crap :( On the plus side I'm waiting for Sarah and Raven to get here so we can go for a long walk with the ferrets which will be nice :) Tom's just said hes not coming which I have to admit is just typical of him, would have been awesome with 6 ferrets ( Read more... )

Meh I'm grumpy cause I'm ill, and I'm still soooooo soooo angry :( I've had a crap day at work, I hate it there I really do-I need to get out of there and fast!! There's such an atmosphere and it's all aimed at me because I fell out with Emma, it's such bollocks!! Clearly people who are volatile, immature, and spitefull are better suited to that ( Read more... )

Oh my god 80 weeks since my last entry?! Shit, thought I better change that!! Well, lets recap, living on my own in a cottage in Chelmsford, got a full time job which isn't too bad ( Read more... )

Hello all, well after coming accross my last entry i thought it was time i did another update. It's still not going to be full of hope and happyness, because i still dont feel that but maybe it will be a little more positive than the last ( Read more... )

Does anyone ever feel like they are just existing? That they are kinda in limbo or running in auto-pilot mode? Ive been feeling like this for a good few weeks now. I have my good days, but they are short lived ( Read more... )