and you wonder why i'm dissapointed.

fuck valentines day.

got in a car accident tonight ( Read more... )

All the tension and the terror
Thin limbed gorgeous brown eyes smiling
And I'm going straight to hell
All the possibility and promise just
Weighs on me so heavily.

be home friday.
peace out bitches.

So yeah.. I'm chillin ( Read more... )

Winter vacation was cheery/shitty to say the least. I guess I made the best out of whatever seemed to happen.. I guess ( Read more... )

Merry F'in Christmas.

Spent Christmas Eve with Katey, then Jon and Ashton and my mom. That was dandilicious. Jon stayed the night, and I woke up this morning with my mom practically dragging me out of my bed to open presents. What the hell. But it was nice spending Christmas with Jon and such.

Anyway, it was a cool Christmas home. Got an Xbox and a ( Read more... )

I love you even though I hate this thing that we've become.
I need you even though I can live without this.

I know that I should probably hurt so bad but I can't feel a thing.
I know that I should probably say something but I can barely breathe.
And I'm sorry if I'm giving up too easy
I just don't have the strength to fight no more.I forgot how ( Read more... )

Push me out from the darkness ( Read more... )

Ok, so these past nine days have been great, to say the most. They kind of sucked because of the whole tonsil thing, but whatever.
Anyway, I don't even know. I hate when I get let down, in a way.. it makes me sad to get my hopes up, then they get crushed.. but it also makes me mad, because I was counting on you, and you let me down again.
Wow.. I ( Read more... )