Why can't I just be happy like everyone else. What is this stupid damn cycle that I put myself through that just starts right back up again with this profound misery. This is so lame, I never talk like this, no so impersonally. Dammit. I'm every crazy girl nuerotic unlovable character in every story ever written. I'm so sick of it. It's so ( Read more... )

Ultimate survey of 2005. past, present, future, and everything random!BasicsTime::1:11PM Name::Lauren Nickname(s)::Davis, Dave Favorite nickname::Laur, it's almost a term of endearment rather than a nickname, I feel closer to someone who calls me that, shut up assholes I do. Age::19 Age you act::20 Age you wish you could be::22 Height::5'2" or 5'3 ( Read more... )

I just came across a site that was all about hating Rachael Ray and it made me pretty sad. If you want to check it out ( Read more... )

I'm dreading the holidays this year ( Read more... )

Yo, I LOVE CHRISTMAS.

The feelings the food the fun. oh jeeze.

I only hope it doesn't pass me by too quickly.

Not even worth trying to update.

I need a hair cut.

And a perfect life.

I think I'll have better luck with the former at this point.

I got real close tho. I did.

well.. this is a little.. disturbing?

You Are Changing Leaves
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Ok so last night I had some undoubtedly odd dreams ( Read more... )

why is everyone obsessed with living arrangements for next year already..

it's september..

jeeze

i'm so tired.

Secret passed away last night. It was sad. I was in pain so I didn't seem sad, but I'm sad ( Read more... )