I promised, yes I did, that one day things would end. And now here it is.

This journal is now dead.

And here's why ( Read more... )

Here it is! I promised one week ago that I was going to do a friends cut.
Here's who....and why. Sorry if you don't like it, you had a chance to do something about it. Now it's time for me to be a real bastard.

arctickitty :I do it because you told me to. I don't really want to, though. See you next week. FOR, LIKE, THE LAST TIME EVER.

chaosmith :Because you never ( Read more... )

( Happy music time! )

Argh! Why why why why why why why why why?!!

Why?!

WHY?!

WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID? WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU EVEN THINKING? WERE YOU THINKING AT ALL? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

God, you're such an idiot. You knew going there that it would only cause you pain and torment, but you did it anyway. And where you surprised? ....You idiot.

I hope ( Read more... )

I don't want to go to sleep because it means I'll have to wake up.

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( Okay so I did one serious. I'm mad at you for making me be serious )

If you quiet your thoughts, you can hear it.

Last night I tried to drown my thoughts of you with cigarettes and beer, but all I wound up with was a bad taste in my mouth and a headache when I woke up this morning.

I miss your friendship, but only now can I see that we could never go back to being even near what we once were. This greatly saddens ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's the hardest thing in the world to do to bite my tongue.

As my high school geometry teacher used to yell at us:

"It's better to be thought a fool than to open your mouth and remove all doubt."

I dunno, I'm still not sure. Some guy came up to me tonight and introduced himself with alcohol on his breath. He got mad at me when I didn' ( Read more... )

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