oh dear lord. i haven't heard from tim since this morning. i'm having separation anxiety hard core to the maxx. i have a catastophic mentality so i, of course, expect the worst. i have visions of him face down in a pool of vomit in a bathtub, lips blue, eyes glazed. killed from alcohol poisoning. i see blood coming out of his nose from a brain ( Read more... )

it's been a bad day, please don't take my picture.

"i'm going to rape you with my hand ( Read more... )

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dear god. i've never felt so happy and so sad at the same time before. i'm so in love. yesterday when he slammed the door and left, i cried. i can't wait to see him today. i'm so bored without him. we went to the pool and it was absolutely amazing. i've never felt so comfortable. i never thought. fuck. i don't know what i'm going to do. i need him ( Read more... )

Timmy and i went to a town that starts with an n today. we saw aligators and ate sno cones. and we fed a french fry to a peacock. PEACOCK. we couldn't stop saying that. We had dinner at this fancy place and jesus loves us. It seems i'm in love.

holy jesus. wow. explative. fuck, man. NAKED. naked, i tell you. hahahahah. it was great.
p.s. i love Tim.

summer school summer school, an ass is sometimes called a mule, but it's meant to mean "a fool", and that's....what i am.
that song sucked. but i'm sure it will be a hit in the charts anyway. so yeah, i have to go to summer scool today. oh dear. not much to say about that. so i wont.

School's out at the end of the week. I really couldn't care less, to be quite frank. I cut a ole in my arm in latin today. it was lovely. it bled and looked like it was crying. My teacher said,"I will take personal offense if you do badly on this test," well get ready to pout sweetheart, because this bitch is hard and i don't give a rat's furry ( Read more... )

Aja, i love you. Have those words degraded over time? i hope not, because tey still mean something to me. I miss you more than i have ever missed a person. I need to see you. Do you know that i'm moving to Germany? Not forever. just until Tim finishes school. We will probably get married. I know that sounds stupid to you, but he's the the only boy ( Read more... )