i dont know that anybody reads this anymore. i dont care. i just want to type somewhere that isnt myspace, somewhere that wont be scrutinized by every person i know. i dont even feel the need to update because i know that nobody reads this. being single isnt killing me. but its starting to suck. i miss having cute things. one night stands arent ( Read more... )

i know that its been forever since i last updated. but now my computer at school works... and its all i do once again. so.. yeah. last time i updated i was talkin about all i did over the summer. yeah. all that happened... minus rob zombie. me and my mom had a bit of a falling out... so me and cole had to have exact plans of action before we could ( Read more... )

wow... june is over... lol.. i havent updated in forever. im never online. which is fine by me... im always at work though... not fine by me. remember that "awesome" managing job i got with the lifguarding company? yeah... i quit. i work at pizza hut now. great huh? yeah... well you do what you have to . and i had to find a job that didnt make me ( Read more... )

i think its been the longest day ever. i have so much to do... no motivation to do it. it seems like thursday is never going to come... i need to be home now. i need to be done with exams. i need to be done at toledo. i think im going crazy ( Read more... )

like i told cole a bit ago... today has been filled with ups and downs ( Read more... )

so its been an all around good day. i went to math this morning... found out what was going to be on the test and left. i was supposed to have a phone interview with hastings at 11 but the guy never called me ( Read more... )

well... i am so happy that this semester is almost over. i am finally done with chemistry lab! yay! no more waking up at 8 am on wednesday mornings! then i took a 3.5 hour nap. that was awesome. i studied for my philosophy test that is tomorrow because i wont be able to study in the morning. i have another phone interview at 11 tomorrow morning... ( Read more... )

well... i haven't updated in like... a month. oh well. ive been busy. and thats all there is to say about that. its been a crazy month. let me tell you . i turned 19! im old! other than that.its been school.. and the great job quest. im pretty sure i have a lifeguarding job lined up. at a beach... which scares the shit out of me. but thats ok. you ( Read more... )

so im finally over every bad thing any ex-boyfriend has ever done to me. and i am not letting what they have implanted in my head affect my relationships with anyone else (mostly cole) which is a great thing. i just wish i could get dave and his flock of assholes to leave me alone. i dont know why all of them think that i want to have anything to ( Read more... )

yeah, so i got into kent. im excited. i have to go there on the 1st so i can do my advising and take some kind of placement test because i havent taken any english classes yet. woot ( Read more... )