Despite the fact that I am sitting here at work, about to poke my eyes out with my ink pen, I have been trying to make sense of what most call life.  I know, I'm a thinker...I try and understand things/situations/conversations, when really, I just need to take them for what they are and to not look deeper into it than is necessary.  (but it's just ( Read more... )

It's kinda funny how love works.  Words can't really express what it is.  But that's all there is to it.  It just is.  And I'm feeling it.  I mean, I have had my doubts...but it's nice to know that when you feel something, it is reciprocated 10-fold and that feeling is just amazing.  All I ever wanted was to love and be loved in return.  And it ( Read more... )

Isn't it weird?  Life.  It just has this way of being.  Some days I try to make some sense of it, yet when doing so it seems to trouble me more...kinda leaves me hangin'.

A lot has happened.  Okay, not really.  I like to pretend that my life is super exciting and that I've got so much going on that I don't know where to begin.  The truth is, I live ( Read more... )

Gather up the people you love the most in one giant (figurative) hug! Organize a group outing or put together a party. All your different groups need to meet each other, and you are the only catalyst that can make it happen. An outdoor event would be the perfect setting for a meeting of minds -- physical activity will get everyone laughing and ( Read more... )

I found a penny on the ground in the parking structure at school.  You know how they say "find a penny, pick it up, all day long you'll have good luck!"...i did pick it up...i had to, it was heads-up...hoping that a little luck might shoot my way.

I guess it was worth a shot, i mean, honestly, i had nothing to lose.  nothing extra awesome happened ( Read more... )

You've come to a fork in the road, all right. Though this fork might look more like a starfish -- with choices leading in nearly every direction. Which way do you go? North? West? North by northwest? East? You can always turn around and go back down the road you came from, you know. Instead of feeling overwhelmed by all these possibilities, embrace ( Read more... )

Okay, so not much for a "real" update on my life.  Just basically wasting some time right now before I can leave work.  Approximately 10 mins and I can get the heck outta here....!!  And then I get to drive the 25 mins home, change real quick, spruce up, and then head off to my other job.  WOW...crazy life I lead, i know.  And i'll be there from 6- ( Read more... )

I NEED A VACATION!

Why is it that someone who is supposed to be your best friend can hurt you so bad and not even realize the extent to how much they are hurting you?  What did I do to deserve this?  Should I have kept my heart rather than give it away?  How can he just let me go so easily?  Without a fight?

I can't do this right now.

I'm bored.  It's pitiful kind of.  I'm sitting here in the computer lab at school when I should be reading.  I should be reading some of the 50 thousand pages I have to read, I really should.  But I just can't bring myself to do it.  I might though.  God I'm a weiner.

Work sucked today as well.  I had enough to do to keep myself busy until around ( Read more... )