Title: Eclipse
Author: CC
Beta:
amberwinters Story: In a love triangle caught in a complex web of power, lies, deception, hatred, and dark obsession, who will pay the highest price to find true happiness?
Rating: Rated R
Warnings: Graphic Sex, Non-Con
Pairing: Kradam
Disclaimer: This is purely fiction.
Word Count: 1200
Notes:
Chapter 8. Pandora’s Box
Adam hurriedly got rid of everything that would remind him of the photo shoot. He tried really hard to focus his attention back to his work but miserably failed; he felt really bothered. It was a relief when the time came for him to go home.
He regretted the whole experience, feeling he had betrayed Kris. Sharing his very private, sacred moments with Kris to someone was already unthinkable let alone making an exhibition of it to millions of people if the ad gets published. He hoped that picture never saw the light of day.
He prayed hard that Kris was not in his apartment that day, because he could not think of facing him just yet, but something deep down inside him also needed for Kris to be there for he really longed to feel his warm, reassuring embrace.
After Adam decided to keep his apartment, Kris had almost never slept in his own loft, except when he had to study for a big test or Adam needed to concentrate on a project. Being together in one room would just be too tempting and would easily derail them from focusing on their work. Since this unspoken arrangement started, they had only been separated at most for one to two days, but even then would be in constant communication with each other through their phones.
When Adam got to his apartment, he found Kris sleeping sprawled on his bed with books strewn around the room. Seeing a very tired Kris, he felt that it was not the right time to add to his worries.
He approached him very carefully not wanting to wake him and just gave him a short peck on the lips. As he was about to stand, he was startled when Kris grabbed his head to continue kissing him hungrily. Adam melted into the kiss and allowed Kris to lay him down on the bed. They were both breathless with desire when their lips finally parted to catch much needed air.
“Do you think I will be satisfied with just a lame kiss?” Kris was flushed after that long passionate kiss with Adam.
Adam shivered at the unmistakable sound of longing in Kris’s voice; Kris could feel Adam’s body trembling beneath him.
They were both studying each other’s faces. “God, Adam, you’re so beautiful.” Kris buried his face on Adam’s smooth skin where his neck meets his shoulder.
Pleasurable gasps and moans echoed in the room as Kris tenderly sunk his teeth onto Adam’s skin, biting it so he could gently suck on the marks he made.
Adam was oblivious to everything else but the hot feel of Kris’s mouth all over-sometimes nibbling gently, at times desperately-taking him on a roller coaster ride, blurring the fine line between pleasure and pain until he can no longer distinguish between the two.
After going without Adam for days, hearing his gasps of pleasure almost drove Kris mad with desire. He drowned himself in Adam’s sweetness and rubbed their heated bodies together. As Kris kept his mouth busy, his hands were determined to get rid of the clothing that prevented them from exploring large expanse of soft, smooth skin.
Adam subconsciously adjusted his body to be undressed as it also begged for more skin to skin contact with Kris.
Kris was barely aware that he was treading on dangerous grounds. Deep inside, he somehow knew that if he took this any further, he wouldn’t be able to stop himself from taking Adam even if he felt that his boyfriend was not yet ready to take it to the next level. There was a warning voice inside of him that was struggling to reach his consciousness but the call of the flesh was much stronger, especially with his erection pushing hard against his clothing, begging to be released from the tight confines of his jeans.
Adam opened his eyes and gave a look of surprise when he glanced down between their bodies to see that Kris had already unzipped and lowered both their jeans down their thighs and his hand was already around Adam’s erection.
When Kris spread the droplet of liquid nestled on his slit and started giving him a hand job, Adam surrendered to the surge of exquisite electrifying pleasure; he bent his head backward, exposing his neck further, while thrusting his hip forward to rub his length against Kris’s hand.
“Oh god, Kris...”
Being presented with the most delectable display of beauty and abandon, Kris’s desires took over. He desperately needed to be inside Adam to satisfy his aching length and without thinking he began caressing Adam’s puckered entrance with his finger.
He felt Adam’s body immediately stiffen and his beautiful face was suddenly filled with doubt.
“Kris… I…”
Blinded with passion, Kris interpreted Adam’s uncertainty as nervousness. He tried to relax him by continuing to stroke his cock and covered his mouth with kisses to calm his nerves. For a while, Adam got lost again in the pleasure stemming from Kris’s hand and mouth, but the moment he again felt Kris’s finger brush his hole, he stopped kissing Kris.
“Kris… I don’t think I’m…” Adam hesitated, too worried to disappoint Kris if he refuses him, but still too scared to go all the way with him.
Seeing Adam’s worried face awakened Kris like a slap in the face. What was he doing? Was he so blinded with lust that he did not see that Adam was obviously still not ready for it?
“Oh God, Adam, I’m so sorry. We won’t do it, if you’re not ready. I just got carried away.” Kris showered Adam’s face with kisses and kissed his eyes to take all his worries and anxieties away. “Please forgive me, baby?”
Adam finally relaxed and let go of the breath he was holding. He did not trust his emotions yet to speak, so he simply hugged Kris and buried his head under his arm, his favorite spot to be, whenever he wanted to feel reassured. Without words, they understood one another.
As they lay in comfortable silence with their passion momentarily forgotten, Adam looked up at Kris with eyes that spoke volumes of gratitude for Kris’s unconditional love. Kris’s heart ached with so much adoration for Adam that he was only able to respond with a gentle kiss on his forehead.
Kris was utterly exhausted. Putting Adam’s welfare over his wanton desire cemented his love for him even more. With Adam safely tucked in his arms, a quiet calm and understanding overtook him. He softly whispered to Adam, “If there was heaven on earth, it would be right here, right now... with you.”
Adam fought back the tears of happiness that were threatening to fall. He was so overwhelmed with emotions that nothing else mattered. Everything else was inconsequential; he just wanted to bathe in the glow of the knowledge and the feeling that Kris loved him very much. Whatever it was that he wanted to tell Kris, like the photo shoot he made with Sutan for instance, was brushed off, and sealed in Pandora’s Box, to be forgotten forever.
Spent and totally drained, the two lovers drifted off to sleep.