hmmm....

[carmillax]

It has almost been a week since I updated my blog hahahah. To be honest, my motivation is a bit low... You know, one of the reasons why I came to this place was a person who was important as fuck for me. oh well, everything went fucked up again and I'm no longer in any terms with her so now everytime I update my blog I'm like "why the fuck am I

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[ljmoony]

Two years since the Kauhajoki (my hometown) school massacre happened.
Oh... God, I remember that. I heard it in the news, and I couldn't believe it. So it was in your hometown? you were lucky... ._.
I hope you're doing better.

Have a nice day with your parents!!! :D ♥. I'm sure they missed you as much as you miss them ;).

[carmillax]

yeah.... it was on global news in 20 FUCKING MINUTES! while the whole situation was on.... The shooting wasn't at my school, but it sure hit me.. I wasn't able to walk in the centre in two fucking weeks because of the agitation and fear (the massacre school was on the left side of the street, the shooter's house on the right...)

[ljmoony]

while the whole situation was on....
Oh, yes, press loves to terrify people by showing all the morbidity. Here something similar passed in my city (a guy killed 3 classmates in one morning and after that he failed by trying to suicide himself), and the media reacted in the same way.
But don't stop moving because of fear ^^. Keep on walking, dear. The world itself is dangerous, but you must enjoy what you have.

[carmillax]

failed???? HAH!!! Thank god, now he can suffer when he gets out of the hospital. I bet people won't let him get away with it (that's why the massacre-makers kill themself, 'cos they wanna get away with it). When did this happen? And was it your school??? O_O

[zooozy]

pshhhhh I read your journal *pokes*
I look at writing as "writing for myself"... as a way of letting all out! :D

have fun with your parents!

I know about that pervy fun thing, you're not alone in this :P

[carmillax]

awww thanks~~<3 and yeah, I try to have fun with them hahahahaah.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA XD great!