sooo this is one of my random updates. i hate lj but i awalys feel like i have this obligation to wrtie in it.

im ready to leave. im ready to get of this place that i call home. ive realized so much shit since summer. ive changed so much and im proud of some of the changes that ive made. im starting to realize more and more each day that u cant ( Read more... )

i open my eyes
i try to see but im blinded by the white light
i cant remember how
i cant remember why
im lying here tonight

and i cant stand the pain
and i cant make it go away
no i cant stand the pain

how could this happen to me
ive made my mistakes
ive got no where to run
the night goes on
as im fading away
im sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could ( Read more... )

ok well. friday night = crazy. end of story.

so schools going ok....my parents think i should be doing better but im trying my hardest so thats what they get...ive come to the conculsion that my parents are crazy. but whos parents arnt?

i cant wait for summer. lol..its sooooo far away YET soooo close.

im sick of everything thats going on

people ( Read more... )

mmmmm. so today..i had to work at 9....wow. thats was soooo hard to get up after going to bed at freaking 3 in the am. but whatever i did it and i made it thru the whole day. but ill add that i work with dumb and dumber. honestly now..our owner and managers want us to be "fast" and friendly when we're doing drive thru....but thats not possible ( Read more... )

no school today. yay.

so i thought i was grounded cuz of my one bad grade and the speeding ticket i got...but i thought wrong. my mom was like no where but school and work for a month. and then today when i asked to go out to dinner she was like as long as some else drives go ahead. i was like WHAT?!..oh they took my liscense away but im ( Read more... )

go me! i fucked it up once again. i cant believe how fucking retarded i am.

im grounded. probably forever.

call me at my house PLEASE

248-489-5924

or IM me: basketball001239

RAVE..what?! more like wanna be rave. but cool fog and glow sticks and lights.

so tonight me morgan and danielle went out...went to louis house .....eh that was lame. then we left and went to some kids house but ryan called me and was like come over......so i did..must say it was alllll north ppl..but still lotta fun. jon was thur. it was like OMG ( Read more... )

how i always end up fucking things over for my self is amazing. i cant believe how fucking stupid i am and how this totally screws me over. FUCK

im not sure how to express how i feel inside. i feel different ....like i dont have anyone that could understand how i feel. its not really a bad feeling..just weird. im kinda drifting away from some ppl and getting closer to others. changing is a good word. im not sure how much i like it tho.. i want to go back to the simple days when nothing was ( Read more... )

wellll.

friday night. went to the football game...we lost. who cares?. had super fun with andrea and claire and of course stacii...got some wendys before the game..then got our seats and it was all screaming from that point on...saw jon and talked to him for a lil....then we were gonna try and see if we could find some ppl that went to western on ( Read more... )