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where did those crass band mornings go and the dreaming over tea

Jan 26, 2006 03:37

Thank god, Veronica was actually serious about getting the PS2. The whole buying spree the two of us went on was fairly incredible. I'm pretty sure that, in general, the spending of money was far more enjoyable than anything we've done in the last few days ( Read more... )

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renewedsoul_v January 26 2006, 20:44:23 UTC

"Logan." I stated in mock exasperation as he pulled me down on the bed with him, "Is there a special reason you couldn't give me like, five more minutes to finish making the bed at least? I mean, this whole moving-in thing? it's supposed to be tiring. And you know, the delivery guys did all the hard work anyway... putting furniture where it was supposed to be and all that. We basically have to do is unpack the dishes, the electronics and make the bed. What would you have done if we had actual stuff to move into an apartment? You know, more than what's in our suitcases? Even just the contents of my room at home?" I questioned, amused ( ... )

logan_echolls January 27 2006, 12:52:09 UTC

I could feel a small smirk curl onto my face at the mock exasperation echoing through Veronica’s tone of voice. “All work and no play make Logan a dull boy.” I replied with the same smile wearing on my face as I leaned in to kiss her ( ... )

renewedsoul_v January 28 2006, 10:28:55 UTC

"You're like a little kid demanding attention, you know that, don't you?" I questioned as he kissed me. "Can't wait less than 5 minutes for me to finish what I'm doing, it has to be right this second?" I laughed softly. The analogy kinda fell apart aside from the impatience factor, since he was clearly after sex. Not that I minded ( ... )

logan_echolls January 28 2006, 10:57:42 UTC

"I can’t help it if I know exactly what I want and I might want that now," I laughed softly in regards to her questioning of me. So, I might have the attention span of a goldfish when it came to doing work, it didn’t exactly mean that I had a two second attention span regarding some other activities ( ... )

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renewedsoul_v January 29 2006, 12:28:46 UTC

I'd pretty much reached the point where one syllable words and an endless chorus of moans was basically all I was capable of as his hot mouth closed over each of my nipples in turn. This really wasn't the way to get me focused enough to get his pants off. Not that I was complaining, really. It felt too good to complain about it. Even if I could form the words ( ... )

logan_echolls January 30 2006, 12:53:45 UTC

I can’t seem to imagine how I actually got her to blush embarrassed like that at my words. I’m pretty sure that she can’t actually tell that I can see it creep up into her already flushed skin, but I can and I just smile softly against her collar bone where my lips have traveled. I shut my eyes for a moment and slow the friction of my fingers moving in and out of her, my arm moving against me at the same time.

She gasps out a sort of thanks which is the first indication that she doesn’t exactly think that she’s so entirely beautiful. I swallow too hard and my thumb flicks gently over her clit which gives her that instant reaction to clench around my fingers - and I moan.

“You are,” I breathe again, quietly against her ear when I find my voice again to be able to make out the words. “Oh god, you are.” My other fingers trailed along her spine and I found the skin of her neck with my lips again. I wanted to be her undoing. I wanted nothing more than to just feel her as everything inside of her took over.

renewedsoul_v January 31 2006, 05:09:47 UTC

I was sure that if either of us were actually in any sort of position to form a logical argument right now, he'd give me plenty of reasons why I'm beautiful for me to attempt to shoot down, just like when he insisted I was special. I'm not. I'm not either of those t hings. I can be amazingly selfish, self-involved, and completely bitchy. At least I'm not vain... drastic changes in appearance would give most girls a total panic attack. I just shrug it off completely ( ... )

logan_echolls February 1 2006, 12:59:42 UTC

I swallow hard, my mouth dry at her soft moans flooding my ears and the way her fingers twist, clenching, in my hair as she comes. In this moment, I can’t imagine being anywhere else. I’m with Veronica and every time I look at her, every time I feel her body near mine, I just shudder. I just need her more than anything else I’ve ever needed in my life - and that terrifies the hell out of me.

There is no one out there like her and I kiss her jaw and her chin as she comes down from the high that runs sharply through her body.

I hear her voice still echoing in my ears, I shut my eyes tightly and slide my fingers from inside of her. I just exhale and taste her again. There’ve been people who have made me feel so lost in my life and then there’s Veronica and I’m just found. Like I was here this whole time.

”I love you so much,” I whisper softly against her lips, my body still throbbing and every thing becomes so beyond intense at this moment.

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renewedsoul_v February 14 2006, 02:47:06 UTC

I couldn't help the soft moans that escaped my lips as Logan's hands slipped over my thighs. He was a little shaky, but it didn't seem like an unsure shaky. Hardly. More like overwhelmed by everything he was feeling, whatever he was thinking. Or maybe he was just having another moment where he couldn't believe we were even together? Like this was some sort of dream ( ... )

logan_echolls February 27 2006, 06:24:43 UTC

"Maybe ( ... )

renewedsoul_v February 27 2006, 07:03:25 UTC

I was going to say that I'd take the maybe for now, continue our playful banter, except that that was when his hand slips between my thighs, and I lose all ability to form actual logical sentences. I'm too busy reminding myself to actually breathe as I get completely lost in how good everything feels.

It's not even just physically. Emotionally, this is - I don't think I'd even know how to put what I'm feeling into words for Logan as much as I might want to. I just know I can't compare what I'm feeling to anything because I've never felt like this before. Makes the being on the other side of the country thing easier. Because I know what we have is worth fighting for. That's why I wouldn't just let him break up with me.

I know he doesn't get it, or think he's worth it, but he is.

I returned the kiss, my nails digging into his shoulders slightly, holding him close as we rode out our orgasms together. "God, Logan..." I gasped breathlessly as the kiss ended. "I love you..."

logan_echolls February 27 2006, 07:30:02 UTC

Brushing her hair back from her face as her tight grip on my shoulders lessened, I kissed her lightly - breathlessly - again, indulging in how she tasted no matter how briefly. I settled against her for a moment, my pulse still racing as we kissed again before I lifted my weight from her and flopped over beside her ( ... )

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renewedsoul_v March 1 2006, 01:01:04 UTC

"I was teasing, Logan." I pointed out with a smirk at his comment, "You know, it's this thing we do occasionally for fun? You know I have every confidence that if you were to actually, you know, go to class you could get into Berkeley with me." I reminded him. "Hell, you probably scored higher than I did on your SATs." For some reason that idea didn't shock me at all. He'd always been smarter than he gave himself credit for.

"Hey..." I started softly, pausing to return the kiss gently, "Have I done or said anything to make you think that's even close to something I want?" I asked, giving his hand a squeeze. "I keep saying I want you in my life, don't I? Keep pointing out how much I don't care what my dad says about us? I love you. I do." I insisted gently, hoping he actually believed me.

logan_echolls March 1 2006, 01:42:24 UTC

I aced my SATs, but I don't tell her like that. At that point of time my future wasn't exactly on my mind. I wasn't caring where I ended up because in the end we were all going to the same damn place - and still... maybe, I have moments like that, but really I can't think very highly of what tomorrow might hold ( ... )

renewedsoul_v March 1 2006, 02:47:56 UTC

I closed my eyes and let out a slow breath before opening my eyes again, "I know you weren't actually around to witness some of the worst fighting between me and my dad, but trust me when I say it got worse after you left. More than once." I told him, "You know how important my Dad is to me. You saw what happened to my life when I chose to stand by him. Do you honestly believe for a second I would be so ready to fight him over you if you didn't mean at leas as much?" I asked quietly ( ... )

logan_echolls March 1 2006, 04:05:37 UTC

“You don’t need to prove anything to me,” I insisted. Or at least not how close she was with her dad. I had been there when she decided to screw all her friends over by siding with her dad about Jake Kane being some sort of murderer. Jake Kane might have been a screw up and a cheater, but there was no way a man like him could have murdered his own daughter. My father on the other hand… The point was I know that Veronica would not just throw her life away, her relationship with her dad away, for me on some stupid whim. I couldn’t possibly be a whim, but if you put it on the other hand it’s like we’re verging on some sort of till death do us part thing.

More than likely, mine.

And I can’t actually bring myself to think she was miserable without me. I just can’t think it when my best friend was the one she was with. I don’t know why it ticks me off, but it does and I lift my arm out from around her.

“Jesus Christ, Veronica,” I breathed. “You were with Duncan! And no matter how much he fucked up you stayed with him until he knocked up ( ... )