So this girl I've loved for a while now, lets call her... Karla*. I ask her to not make plans for Valentines and she said she wouldnt. A few days before, I express hesitation about my plans because we are not a couple and she has made it clear she has no feelings for me. Since Karla* doesn't state that no, she would rather I not express my feelings ( Read more... )

Um ok B-R-R! Brr! Fucking cold. Sometimes I feel like I will never be warm again! Not only that but sometimes I feel like maybe my body is in coma somewhere and this is all a dream. Same things that happen everyday. Like Im stuck in a loop. Wake up. eat. Play sims. watch tv. always the same shows... Bath. Bedtime. The days melt into each other and ( Read more... )

Goddam weather. I hate getting up at 7am and walking outside and my eyeballs FREEZE! Ugh. HISS at the sky, it's laughing at me. I modify my outfit to maximize warmth but I hate being cold. I don't like rain much, it's depressing and it makes my clothes soggy and my hair frizz, but I'd rather deal with rain than the cold. Hmm money is a big swirl of ( Read more... )

Um... Ok so it's 2am and Jill's making pancakes. And by making pancakes I mean she's trying to make something she would eat, and all the mishaps and trials before that stage are Katrina's. Finally content with what looks like a field mushroom, she is sits down with a satisfied smirk and proceeds to scarf her creation ( Read more... )

Kickity kick KICK! Some people make you want to pull out your hair! They want you to come visit but won't pick you up! They don't want to be with you, but don't want anyone else to either! They talk to you but won't answer you! AHH!! LOL Ok now that that's out of my system... le sigh. Ranting... Its like peeing after you had to hold for a long time ( Read more... )

Kickity kick KICK! Some people make you want to pull out your hair! They want you to come visit but won't pick you up! They don't want to be with you, but don't want anyone else to either! They talk to you but won't answer you! AHH!! LOL Ok now that that's out of my system... le sigh. Ranting... Its like peeing after you had to hold for a long time ( Read more... )

Hehe. You're silly. Hmm I like the way things are. Mostly. Sometimes I think people know everything about me when they don't. Sometimes I forget that people don't notice me. I feel watched when really Im not even seen! Maybe I am just naturally sneaky... *cue my own theme music ( Read more... )

Haha, got your attentionn at the subject line eh? Well sorry to disappoint but if you're here to read juicy sex stories, you're out of lick - I mean luck. Hmm more depressing thoughts actually. Hey you don't like it, don't read it. Simple. But Im going to write it anyway. Hmm How to put it. Like something is wrong, something is upsetting you, but ( Read more... )

So how do you deal with that "quitter's urge"? You know that feeling you get when you're at work or doing a project or in a relationship and you feel tired and frustrated? Like it's not worth it anymore? Like you wanna toss in the towel? How do you persuade yourself to stay? Or do you ( Read more... )

You do that and I'll keep doing this ( Read more... )