I feel as though I have been in a dream for the last couple of months.  Soon I am going to wake up and realize what I have missed and that will be a big dissapointment.  I don't want to feel that way.  It's coming though I can feel it.  I have just been going through the motions of life and things need to change.

LJ Interests meme results

1. ben stiller:
   He is a weird looking dude but I love how his characters are always in uncomfortable positions
2. dogs:
   This one is so obvious. Dogs are cute duh!
3. ferris bueller's day off:
   One of my favorite 80's movies
4. harry potter:
   I'm going to marry him when he is old enough. Rawr.
5. kevin spacey:
   LOVE him in everything he's been ( Read more... )

I could see the agony in his face when he said "She also has a mental issue," as I was writing down her illnesses in the chart. I had asked her if she was feeling any pain today and she giggled and said "I hope ( Read more... )

I think I'm finaly and truly happy. That is all.

Briana Rene Petlock's Aliases

Your movie star name: Popcorn Calvin

Your fashion designer name is Briana London

Your socialite name is Banana Tokyo

Your fly girl / guy name is B Pet

Your detective name is Horse Rochester

Your barfly name is Yogurt Maitai

Your soap opera name is Rene Ironwood

Your rock star name is Lollipop Jet
Your star ( Read more... )

I guess I'll list the news from least devistating to most ( Read more... )

I'm too superstitous not to post this ( Read more... )

I was sitting at work talking to one of our patients. She's a very sweet lady and I really get along with her. We have a lot in common and I think that she sees a lot of herself in me. I don't usually talk about my financial situation to people that I don't really know well but I had just borrowed five dollars to put in my checking account from ( Read more... )

Co pointed out that I haven't really been happy lately. Then Jerry confirmed it when I talked to him the other day. He sees the same thing about me lately. I guess no, I haven't been happy. I'm definitely not myself. Sometimes I'm a glimmer of who I was even when I lived in Japan I think I was happier or at least laughed more. I think Jerry ( Read more... )

I wish I could buy time, but if I could I wouldn't have the money for it. Such is life.