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[canisterofrime]

My confusing life and also my recent interactions with Jesse Kelly have inspired me to once again resort to the world of on-line journaling. I feel like I'm bogged down with the pressure of having to make too many important decisions too soon. And this feeling of having to make a decision--- is that really necessary? Do I really have to? I mean,

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[vicariously_i]

Over-analysis is the gift and the curse of the self-aware; it's good to question exactly "why" we do things, otherwise...why? However, that built-in nature can lead to severe doubt, dissatisfaction and potential anxiety problems. Why do you think I came home after UNCC with nothing? Over-analysis, lack of doing and a living environment that made decision-making borderline impossible. I should have left after the first semester, but pride wouldn't allow me to. I was an honor graduate, a blue-chip student whose future seemed bright; I couldn't live with a disgrace of that nature! But I did. And I have