I wanna be like, "Yay, I did it!" But I didn't really, 'cause I was faking pretending to go check on some laundry... and she was asleep on the couch. And I continue to be a freak. But at least I have some food.
new boyfriend. one job. need to find another, again, but i'm not too worried. no car. no real home. but even that's okay! everything is okay, except i'm still pretty aimless. like i know where i want to end up, but i have no idea how to get there.