this will be my last entry.

bye...

Comment with your name and I'll tell you what I think of you.
100% Serious.
I won't lie, because I don't have to.

alex i really miss you. we need to hang out really really soon. we need to talk.

have you ever thought about what happens to you when you die, like really thouhgt about it? ive been thinking about it all day and it almost makes me wanna see what will happen. where do we go after we die? our spirits have to go somewhere. are you not curious to see where you will end up after you leave this cold and bitter world. i miss him, i ( Read more... )

im sorry.

nothings working for me anymore, even the little things, nothing. theres only one place i can think of that makes me kinda happy and ive been there before. drugs and alcohol. i know its a horrible thing to turn to and i said i was done but fuck its the only thing i can think of nothing else has worked. i thouhgt i was as low as i could possibly get ( Read more... )

i wish i could be someone else, i hate being me now. i truly do.

tear drops pouring threw my hands ( Read more... )

you know when youre friends say they will always be there for you, well they are not always there for you when you need them most. they are with the person they wanna be with but i have realized that your family is there for you no matter what even if you dont want them there they are there always ( Read more... )

im so lost and confused with everything now,i dont know where i stand in everybodys lives anymore they all have someone better like a boyfriend or a girlfriend so they dont need me anymore. well bye.