my heart, my love ( Read more... )

tears running threw my fingers
gasping for air
the felling of you not there
rips me to pieces
loved so hard
fell even harder
love was all i gave
but it still wasn't enough
enough for us to be together
the more im down
the less i understand

Please tell me I'm not the only one ( Read more... )

Fuck! i hate myself sometimes so much, and i know what the problem is but i dont fix it, you fuck up.

I got a job interview tommorrw at Tony Macaronis!!!!!! i better get the job i will be extremly pissed if i dont, ive been waiting for this for a while now.

not one more word tonight ( Read more... )

well camping was a lot of fun, spending so much time with Hannah is just great, i loved it. didnt do much just sat around, i was so tired the whole weekend it kinda sucked.

its gonna be weird now that everybodys going to school and im not, i gotta get a full-time job so im not bored all the time.

i love you Hannah!

i need you ( Read more... )

well my life is pretty great, Hannah is just, i dont even know how to describe the way i feel for her, love is to small of a word. she is just so amazing!i wanna be with her for the rest of my life, i cant wait to move out with her and have kids and have a family. seeing her smile is really the perfect sight to see. i love you with all my heart ( Read more... )

well i had a fucked up dream lastnight, i was at Hannah's in her bathroom and i felt johnny there so i looked behind me and there was nothing there. I looked in the mirror and there he was standing next to me looking at me, i jumped back and he let out a horrifying scream that droped me to my knees and i has pushing so hard against my ears, to ( Read more... )