so i got my hair done and it looks alot better, i got extensions so my hair is long again. i cant for the life of me though figure out how to put pics on my journal, so if you want to see the new pics of me you will have to look on my myspace, my display name on myspace is can_tits so have fun with that ( Read more... )

AHHHH i just want this baby out im so uncomfortable and tired and grrrr. but my due date is the 25th and since nothing else has worked in getting her out any earlier i guess i just have to wait but its no big deal i suppose its coming up real soon. and me and andrew are talking again and we are doing real well. we have talked alot in the past few ( Read more... )

well im back in westerly and its good to be sleeping in my own bed and all that hoop la. andrew did end up calling me back the yesterday, only to tell me what a bitch i am, and that im wrong for everything i think and all that shit, he had me crying for like an hour on the phone and screaming for the other hour...telling me its my fault him and ( Read more... )

well i didnt really get motivated or get off my fat ass until about 630pm but i called ryan and missy and we all went out for chinese food, then we needed something to do cause we were bored, so we went to keith and dominics place in prov. for a while, where i had a surprisingly good time. considering i dont really like those ppl after hangin out ( Read more... )

well today i thought i was gonna be able to just sit and relax, but of course that couldnt happen. not only do i not feel good but i got a phone call from my moms new boyfriend saying she is in the hospital, she had 2 grand maul seizures. so i flew up to westerly to take care of her like im always doing. then her and her boyfriend got in a fight ( Read more... )

well my nana is going off to Tenn. this weekend so im staying here and keeping and eye on things and feed the cat you know the usual. so this is like a good vacation fr me, and ill have the internet all weekend...YAY!!! but yeah so im doing pretty well, i had a docs appt. today at 10 and i found out that the baby is 8lbs. and they dont want her to ( Read more... )

went to my uncles funeral wake thing today, i really cant take anymore death in my family its so sad, 3 people really close to me have died in a matter of 2 and a half months. my stepdad my grampa and now my uncle, what is goin on with my family i just dont understand it. its like its all just falling apart and i dont know where it will end but ( Read more... )

the library sucks they only give you a half hour on the comp. so after checking 2 months worth of mail i have like three minutes to write to you all. but whatever, i love you guys and thank you all so much for coming to my shower i was sooooo happy to see you all there, and for all the beautiful gifts you guys got for the baby. i cant wait to see ( Read more... )

ok so my baby shower has been reschedualed for Dec. 3 at the same place and time, 1pm-5pm. so those of you that still want to come please come. and thanks again for baring with me while i go through all this shit. but i dont really have anything important to say, except me and my mom and sisters are doing better since Dans death, its just a slow ( Read more... )

we finallly went back home, going back into that house was one of the hardest things i have ever had to do. i woke up every hour on the hour last night hoping to hear him walking around like he always did. but the house was silent. everything seems so unreal, like im in an alternit universe or something, i just want to snap out of it and everything ( Read more... )