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[cfud_anon]

[THIS SURE IS AN ANON CONFESSION POST. your character feels STRANGELY COMPELLED to offload whatever's really concerning them. Camp sure is strange like that! Maybe someone will be able to help with their concerns in a helpful and meaningful way! ... or, as is more likely, someone will fail and/or troll, but it is the thought that counts.]

Comments

[cfud_anon]

I wonder if I can make enough friends to actually feel like I'm real all the time.

[cfudanon]

Are you worried that what you feel with your friends is just you faking it so hard you trick yourself?

[cfud_anon]

No, it's definitely real then! I'm just hoping that if I make enough friends I'll be able to feel all the time instead of just sometimes.

[cfudanon]

Well, you sound pretty confident, anyway.

[cfud_anon]

Well, it's not like I have a whole lot to lose.

[cfudanon]

I guess so. You could find that the few feelings you do have start to get pretty bitter, though.

[cfud_anon]

I dunno, even the bad ones are kind of better than nothing at all.

[cfudanon]

That's pretty sad.

[cfud_anon]

I know, right?

[cfudanon]

Feelings are kind of overrated, anyway. Why bother?

[cfud_anon]

No, see, they're not overrated. That's the whole point. I have memories of what it's like to have feelings, and it's way better than this.

[cfudanon]

The whole point?

[cfud_anon]

The whole point is that feelings are not overrated and I want them!

[cfudanon]

You already said you had them.

[cfud_anon]

Only sometimes! I want them all the time!

[cfudanon]

Do you think it's possible?