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[cfud_anon]

[THIS SURE IS AN ANON CONFESSION POST. your character feels STRANGELY COMPELLED to offload whatever's really concerning them. Camp sure is strange like that! Maybe someone will be able to help with their concerns in a helpful and meaningful way! ... or, as is more likely, someone will fail and/or troll, but it is the thought that counts.]

Comments

[cfudanon]

I still don't know if this means I'm gay or if it's just him, and I really don't know if that should bother me??

[cfud_anon]

Does it bother you?

[cfudanon]

I don't know! I guess it's like, WHAT DOES THIS MEAN does it mean anything? You know?

[cfud_anon]

Yeah, I know. It's easy to go "well it doesn't matter" but it does, not because you'd change your mind if he was a she but more about what it means about you.

Does that make sense?

[cfud_anon]

So what happens when you die and you don't use the moogles?

[cfud_anon]

I dunno. Maybe you rise up as a zombie?

[cfud_anon]

You think so? I thought the zombies were something else, that's why no-one recognises them.

[cfud_anon]

I really have no idea. I figured most people would just use the moogles anyway, since they're there and it's free.

[cfudanon]

Sometimes I find myself thinking it would all be easier if I were a celibate monk and then I end up horrified at myself for hours. That's the stuff my nightmares are made of. And yet, the men around me are completely and utterly stupid. What do, helpful internet denizens?

[cfud_anon]

Buy one of those body pillows with an anime dude printed on it?

[cfudanon]

Not a bad idea. "Hey honey I'm dumping you for a hug pillow." ... "both of you." Yeah, that might help.

[cfud_anon]

I'll bet hug pillows never expect you to remember anniversaries.

[cfud_anon]

I wonder if I can make enough friends to actually feel like I'm real all the time.

[cfud_anon]

Why don't you feel real?

[cfud_anon]

...Reasons.

[cfud_anon]

I'm not sure what I can tell you without knowing more.

[cfud_anon]

People here have been very kind to me, but I still feel alone. I wonder if that's selfish.

[cfud_anon]

Maybe.

[cfud_anon]

Yeah...I thought so. They say to make new friends, but it's just not the same...

[cfud_anon]

Oh, it's because your old friends left.